Subtitles by explosiveskull
[music playing]
Not that you know of?
Oh, great.
That's very good.
Steve, you know that I have trust issues.
And this bitch is trying to fuck my husband.
So forgive me for being upset and wanting to talk about it.
You don't talk about it though.
You obsess about it.
I am fucking sure.
He held me down, and he fucking raped me.
It is my past.
I can't change it.
Why are you so jealous?
I am not jealous.
You just reminded me that I was arrested.
Fuck outta my house!
Both of you need to stop.
Both of you just stop it!
But Reese knows that you and Mike are best friends.
Did you fuck her?
Oh, my God.
I fucking knew you'd go there again.
Then why did you bring it up?
Because I clearly need my fucking head examined.
Yeah, you do.
I am not losing another job because of your paranoia.
Help!
That's enough!
Shut up!
Fuck you!
Get out of here!
I don't believe you!
[shouting]
Stop it!
Get the fuck out my house!
Knock that shit off!
I can't defend myself.
Get off, get off!
[gunshot]
[music playing]
OK, I know you've been sworn.
I have read your statements.
Isn't it true that during the course of this study, the three
subject couples exhibited increased levels of hostility?
Yes, we did notice an increased pattern
of increased aggression.
But if I must...
And yet you thought that was prudent and necessary
to continue?
We considered the risk within an acceptable range.
An acceptable range?
Someone was murdered.
Where does your unacceptable rage begin?
Excuse me, but I think it bears noting
that all three of these couples were dealing with some very
serious stability issues.
Violence is a common occurrence in these types
of relationships.
Our duty is simply to observe and document, not
make judgments as to whether the side effects
outweigh the possible benefits.
How do you determine if a drug is doing more harm than good?
At this point, I would like to defer to Dr. Baxter.
Sure, let's hear from the good doctor.
Clearly, people suffering from mental illness
have a higher incidence of aggressive behavior
than the general public.
They may try to harm others, themselves, including
hospital healthcare workers trying
to provide care for them.
Now our studies have commonly reported
that a small subgroup of patients
were responsible for the majority of these incidents.
Doctor, what subgroups?
Primarily people in volatile domestic relationships.
So when you look at results for this kind of study,
you would take that into consideration?
Correct.
Even though there are incidents of aggression,
when you adjust for the overall numbers,
we actually see improvement.
Would you be able to discern something
like this during the trial?
No.
In fact, it would take several studies
involving hundreds of patients before we could even make
that kind of determination.
I have a question.
What were the possible benefits of this drug?
We were contracted by Darba to do pharmacological testing
on a chiral compound designed to aid in conflict resolution
by altering the sensory experience.
Give a person keen personal insights
by allowing them to look past preconceived ideas
and prejudices.
Isn't that the same as LSD?
No!
Ours was not synthesized through a fungus.
Instead, it was synthesized through stem cells
of the empathetic bonobo chimpanzee.
Based on early tests of the more violent African chimpanzees,
we believed that this new compound
could have had far-reaching outcomes for everyone,
from individuals with post-traumatic stress
disorders to helping solve geopolitical conflicts
around the world.
So in layman's terms, you all thought
you had a drug on your hands that would end hostility
around the globe?
Yes.
We'd sorted through thousands of applicants
and found these three couples that matched our criteria.
Their relationships were being torn apart by conflict.
And you tested it by giving drugs
to people that made them more hostile.
Let's go for it.
The easiest way to say it is there are issues about her past
that affect our relationship.
Basically what she used to do for a living.
Lorie's great.
She's smart.
She's funny.
She makes me laugh.
She's got a great heart.
And usually, we get along great.
But sooner or later, it comes up.
And we end up fighting about it.
I get so pissed sometimes.
Because everything is going along so great, and then
Andrew just finds a way to throw it in my face.
Lorie thinks that I'm jealous about the men in her past.
Trust me, I'm not jealous in the least.
I think that she's the one with the issue.
And she's just not addressing it.
I just want to know that I'm not crazy.
And I want Andrew to start to deal with his hangups.
And if there's something that I need to deal with,
I'm fine with that.
I just want to know what it is and figure it out,
so that we can just get past this and move on.
I guess what I want out of this is clarity.
There's something going on in our relationship
that I'm just not seeing.
So why didn't you take the deal?
Well, technically, since he spent the night in jail,
it's a priorable offense.
What does that mean?
Well, when you're arrested, if you spend the night in jail,
the court will consider that time served.
In other words, a jail sentence if you're ever convicted,
which means if you're arrested and convicted again,
then it will be a mandatory jail sentence.
You mean like my solicitation charge?
OK.
Yeah, sure, as an example.
You spent two nights in jail?
So if you're arrested and convicted again,
you will do jail time.
OK, well, that's not going to happen again.
So why did you have to bring it up?
I was just answering your question.
Why did you have to use my case as an example?
I didn't, you did.
Andrew, are you kidding me?
You just did.
Lorie, I know what I said.
So do I.
Trust me, OK, I listen to people's testimonies
for a living.
I think I would know.
And I'm just a whore, so I'm an idiot?
I didn't call you an idiot or a whore.
You just reminded me that I was arrested for solicitation.
So that makes me a whore.
And apparently, I can't have a simple conversation
without forgetting what I say, so that makes me an idiot.
First of all, the two things are mutually exclusive.
Secondly...
Don't do that.
You know I don't know legal terms.
Why are you doing that?
What, mutually exclusive?
Yeah.
It's not a legal term.
Well, I don't know what it means.
You don't know what mutually exclusive means?
Lorie, just think about it for a seconds.
Mutually exclusive.
Don't be condescending, Andrew.
How am I being condescending right now?
Fuck you.
That's how.
So what was your initial professional assessment
after watching that footage.
The couple indicated to us that this type of hostility
was common.
At this point, we didn't see any cause for alarm.
But it escalated, didn't it?
It did.
How much?
Significantly.
What about Emily and Beth?
Did they ever indicate that there was ever
any violence between them?
No, there was never any violence.
Beth and I have been together for about two years now.
And until recently, things have been wonderful.
Emily is the love of my life.
Before this thing happened, well, she was the one
that I was going to marry.
We were at a party at Emily's boss's house.
I noticed Beth was being a little bit friendlier,
some might say flirty, with Justin.
And to be honest, it did bother me a little bit.
Beth says she's not attracted to men.
But I'm not so sure.
I find men attractive, just not sexually.
I had a boyfriend before.
Because I thought it was what I was supposed to do.
I think she secretly thinks I'm craving cock.
Excuse my expression.
You're going to have to give me time, OK?
I need to work things out with Beth first.
I love you too.
But she's going to be my wife.
Look, I got to go.
I'll talk to you later, OK?
OK, bye.
Who was that?
Work.
What?
Well, either you love someone at work,
which we should probably talk about, or you just lied to me.
I didn't want to start a fight with you.
Justin.
He called me.
What was I supposed to do?
I don't know.
Maybe tell him to fuck off.
See, this is why I didn't want to tell you.
Just tell him to stop calling here.
I did.
Well, obviously, your brother doesn't understand the words no
and stop.
What do you want from me, Beth?
Just the minimum under the circumstances would be nice.
I'm trying.
It hurts that she doesn't fully believe me.
I mean, I know it's her brother.
But...
I know him.
I just can't picture him doing something like that ever.
I just want Emily to believe me.
Without out, I don't see how there can be an us.
What about the last two subjects?
What was their history, in terms of violent behavior?
Our last two subjects... the first
is Steve, works in the TV film industry,
and his wife, Christina, unemployed.
There was no history of any physical episodes.
But we did feel that there was evidence of a very emotionally
volatile relationship.
I've been really emotional these days.
Steve and I are having a lot of problems.
I really feel like he wants to divorce me.
Kristina has become so insecure about me
wanting to leave that she's making me want to leave.
I know in my heart that Steve would never cheated on me.
But whenever he's away...
I don't know.
I just I can't help it.
At this point, I'm willing to do whatever it takes.
I mean, we've tried couple's therapy,
hypnosis, self-help books.
This might be our last opportunity.
And I really hope it helps.
If this doesn't work, I don't know what I'll do.
I can't imagine living without him.
Where the fuck have you been?
Kristina, I told you last week I'll be working late.
I even called and asked you.
And you said it wouldn't be a problem.
Well, you could have at least fucking picked up your phone.
I was working, editing.
Yeah, editing.
He's fucking editing.
I'll call Mark, and he can tell you.
Stop it.
Don't do that.
Why not?
Because then I'm just the crazy wife
that doesn't trust her husband.
No, I'll call him and I'll put it on speaker, and you can...
He's not stupid.
He'll know what you're doing.
Just stop.
Baby, I'm under so much pressure right now
to meet this deadline.
You have no idea.
I know, OK.
I'm sorry.
I do remember you telling me about being in editing
this week.
You do?
I'm sorry.
You have a brain like a sieve.
Should I cancel tomorrow night?
What's tomorrow night?
You forgot about tomorrow night?
What's tomorrow night?
Mike and Reese.
It's been planned for weeks.
No, I remember.
I remember.
Come on, I just...
I'm going to go grab a shower.
Steve.
[sighs]
Hey, Reese.
Hey, yeah, I just want to make sure we're still
on for tomorrow night.
Yeah.
OK, sorry, where did we say that we were meeting again?
Right, The Cantina.
OK, well, I'll just see you tomorrow night then.
All right, I'll see you then.
Did you disclose to the couples what
this drug was supposed to do?
Yes.
We did a full work-up on everyone.
And we disclosed all the relevant information
that we deemed necessary.
That you deemed necessary.
So you didn't get a fully-informed consent
from the participants of your study,
and they went in blind to the side effects
they were possibly exposed to.
Meaning, if they had any known psychological issues that
would be negatively affected by this drug,
they wouldn't necessarily disclose that to you.
So that you could then intervene and prohibit
what was happening right under your nose.
No, sir.
None of the participants had any known psychological issues!
No, you mean diagnosed.
Yeah, what about undiagnosed?
Thank you.
Some of these medical questions are way too personal.
Oh, you mean, like sexually transmitted diseases?
Exactly.
Like someone's really going to write down,
yeah, I had the clap once.
It's actually for liability purposes.
That way if you don't disclose something now,
if there are complications later,
then the company won't be held liable for it.
Just because they asked us the question.
What exactly is this drug supposed to do again?
It's supposed to give you insight into thinking to see
where you have misconceptions.
They should just legalize shrooms.
It's funny that you say that.
The government's actually been testing
different types of hallucinogenics
and other psychotropic substances for years.
A.k.a.
drugs.
You can just say drugs, honey.
Because I don't think anybody understands.
Well, I was speaking about specific drugs, honey.
They've been trying to utilize some
of the therapeutic benefits instead
of the mind-altering aspects.
In other words, taking all the fun out of it.
You know, I actually heard that they're supposed
to inject you in the eye.
What?
No, that's not true.
No, I heard that.
Yeah, she knows.
I doubt that very serious.
OK, but it's what I heard.
OK.
The compound's called diethylphenyl tryptavine,
also known as DPT.
You'll be the first clinical patients to try it.
And as I mentioned before, it's critical
that you post your video diaries daily.
It will let us know any changes you might be experiencing.
Here you go, doctor.
Thank you.
So just put your hand forward, please.
Wait, you're not actually going to stick that in my eye?
No, we're going around the eyeball
into the lacrimal gland.
What does that mean?
Oh, that means that she's going to stick that
straight to your brain, man.
Is he serious?
Yes, but you really don't have to worry.
You're not going to feel anything.
Well, unless, you know, she misses.
Well, then, the worst headache ever, man.
Look, don't worry.
I'm just kidding.
She never misses.
Trust me.
Baby, don't be a wuss.
Come on.
You do realize you're next, right?
How long before it takes effect?
It depends.
I'm sorry.
Sorry.
I'm here.
Hi.
I'm sorry.
Larger doses will take effect more quickly.
But we're giving each of the subjects in the study varying
doses.
That won't be revealed until afterward.
Put your head forward, please.
Is that going in my eye?
All the way forward.
Will this help with her memory?
How do you mean?
Well, sometimes she forgets things I've told her.
It's like she doesn't remember.
You know what I mean?
Well, if she's subconsciously blocking things out,
then yes, this should help.
That's great, right, babe?
Yeah, it's great.
So are we done here?
Mm-hmm.
Thank you so much.
Andrew and I just had a fight about the same old shit.
And I just want to know that whoever watches this video,
tell him that he's the one who brings the shit up.
Ugh, long day.
Oh, sorry.
What are you watching?
Breaking Bad.
You want to join me?
No.
You know what?
I want to start from the beginning.
Everyone's been telling me how good this show is.
So intense.
Yeah?
Yeah.
Why don't I find something we can both watch.
I think the Dodgers' game's on.
OK.
I was thinking about porn, but...
Fuck the Dodgers.
You have porn on this thing?
I do.
What do you got?
I have a really hot threesome.
Ooh, two girls and a guy?
Fuck that.
Two guys and a girl.
No, I don't think so.
What else you got?
So you're not going to bring home one of your hot friends
for us?
Uh, no.
I don't think that's going to happen.
Don't get your hopes up.
You suck.
OK, I have a pretty steamy lesbian scene.
No.
I can't watch a lesbian scene.
Every time I watch a lesbian scene,
I feel like I'm intruding on them.
What else?
I don't think they mind.
What about school girls?
I have that.
I do.
You do?
Mm-hmm.
Let's see.
You know I like them young.
You do?
I mean, you're young.
I am, right?
Enough.
It's why we're watching porn though, right?
OK, go.
I'm gonna lay down on the ground on my back.
You know what?
Let's just get past this part.
Oh, you know it?
I just want to get past that talking and all that stuff.
OK.
[tape fast-forwarding]
There.
Now it's starting.
Oh, girl.
Come on.
Nice.
[moaning]
You like that?
Uh-huh.
You like that?
[passionate moaning]
Ooh, yeah.
[panting]
[music playing]
You know, with my last girlfriend,
I had to watch porn in the bathroom on the laptop.
Why?
She said that it exploited women.
I hate people like that.
Like those chicks don't have a choice.
I know, right?
She's actually the one insulting women.
Because if we're getting paid well for what we do,
how is that exploitation?
Well, maybe some of them are forced
into it due to circumstances.
Nobody put a gun to my head.
I think what she means is that some of these women
are put in situations that they normally
wouldn't want to be in.
Would you show up for work tomorrow
if they weren't paying you?
Probably not.
But I don't fuck people for a living.
But you're a lawyer, right?
Very funny.
Don't worry.
I'm giving you a discount tonight.
I was joking.
OK, but it's not funny.
You like that I'm into porn.
But it bothers you that I used to fuck for money?
Yeah, I'm sorry.
Maybe if you had a little respect for yourself,
it would bother you too.
You are such a fucking hypocrite.
You can jerk off to people that fuck for money,
but you look down on me?
I don't look down on you.
I just prefer not to be reminded how many men have been inside
of you, especially after we just finished making love.
How many women have you been with?
I don't throw it in your face!
And I'm talking about fucking random assholes for money.
I'm sorry if I can't stand thinking about the woman I
love doing that!
I am sorry, OK?
I'm sorry!
With Andrew and Lorie, the drug seem
to be having a protracted effect.
Well, at the same time, Emily and Beth
both had a similar type of conflict.
But it seemed to be more about the single incident that
took place, rather than with her brother, Justin.
The drug seemed to be having a more accelerated response.
I think I feel the effects of the DPT.
I find myself being able to see things a little more clearly.
It could be in my imagination though.
I hope it's working though, and I hope it's working firmly.
[humming]
Seem to have less patience with people.
I wonder if that's a side effect.
Must be, because I'm starting to notice the same thing.
Wish there was a way we could test it to see
if it had taken effect yet.
Like that scene in True Lies when Arnold is injected
with the sodium pentothal.
And his wife starts asking all these questions
she's always wanted to know.
Yeah, but it's not true serum, Beth.
If it was, I'd ask what you thought of the lasagna
I made last week.
Loved your lasagna, babe, honestly.
See?
It is definitely not truth serum.
Wish there was such a thing as a truth serum.
You'd know I was telling the truth.
We're really going to fucking do this right now?
It'd be one thing if I did something wrong.
I told you, Beth.
I believe you.
If I didn't believe you, I wouldn't still
be with you after you cheated on me with my brother.
I cheated on you?
I'm saying, if I thought you were lying,
that would mean that you would have had to have cheated on me
with my brother, which you didn't.
So I'm still with you.
What about your brother?
What about him?
Whatever version, mine or his, he still
had sex with your fiance.
In my version, he's a rapist.
In his version, he's just a scumbag.
Either way, I'd think you'd stop talking to him.
I'm not happy with Justin, Beth.
It's really complicated.
He knows what he did was wrong.
He knows that I'm pissed at him.
You know, I believe that you believe what you say happened.
God damn it!
See, here we go again.
What you just said, that's not believing me.
I saw you, Beth.
You were all over him at the party.
I wasn't all over him!
But I just stuck close to him, because I know how jealous your
get when other guys talk to me.
So I thought you'd feel more comfortable about it
because he's your brother, for God's sakes.
OK, whatever.
What the fuck does that mean?
Why did you go home with him?
Because he said he forgot his wallet,
and he needed to get gas.
Then why didn't you wait in the car?
It was 2:00 in the morning, Emily,
and I didn't know he was a rapist.
God damn it!
Beth, you cannot throw the word rape around unless you are
absolutely sure.
I am fucking sure.
He held me down and he fucking raped me.
Are you really that sure?
That's what I fucking thought.
So both women began to suspect that the DPT was
causing them to be impatient.
Yet you still weren't concerned.
No.
Why not?
Because we knew that one of the girls was given a placebo.
Well, what about the third couple?
You mean Kristina and Steve?
Yes.
That couple has always had problems with communication.
Sometimes even I think I'm crazy.
I swear to God, it is so obvious sometimes
that Steve is cheating on me.
I'm ready to fucking shoot myself.
I can't take this anymore.
I love Kristina, but enough with these fucking accusations.
That bartender was pouring those drinks really strong,
wasn't he?
Mm-hmm.
You're drunk.
You're tipsy.
I like you like this.
I'm feeling it.
Oh, my God.
Was it just me or...
What?
No, you know what?
Never mind.
Steve, that?
It's silly.
It's really silly.
Steve.
I don't want to upset you.
It's been fun.
Come on, Steve.
Just tell me.
I talk to him, and I feel like maybe I'm just a bit paranoid.
Then I promise myself that I won't do it again.
I don't know.
Sooner or later, it just...
I can't help it.
Was it just me, or was Reese flirting with me tonight?
Oh, my God.
I didn't want to say anything.
So you noticed it too.
Yeah.
I thought I was going crazy.
No, this time, you're right.
I felt really uncomfortable.
I know.
God, I think Mike noticed it too.
He did.
Do you think she cheats on him?
I don't know.
I can actually say something to him.
I don't know.
Maybe she just likes to flirts a little.
I don't think it's a big deal.
I know, but I don't want him to go through another divorce
with the kids.
Do you really think she'd actually cheat on him?
I didn't.
But something happened a couple of months ago and maybe
she could.
I don't know.
Wait, what happened?
What are you talking about?
I promised I wouldn't say.
Really, Steve?
What happened?
Reece called me when I was at work.
She was at the Marriott.
She was doing something for work...
A multi-level period crap.
Yeah, her battery died.
And she said, can I use your AAA, because hers
had b not been renewed.
I went down because I had to be there.
And that was it, no big deal.
Why didn't she just call Mike?
Because Mike had told her to renew it and she'd forgot.
And you know he gets anal about shit like that.
That was it.
I had forgot about it till now.
Well, so nothing happened though, right?
No.
I mean, she asked if I wanted a drink
and I said, no, because I was busy.
And that was it.
Honestly, it wasn't a big deal.
And that's why I didn't tell you.
What is it?
Nothing.
What?
Well, I mean, I just don't get why she thinks
it's OK to flirt with you.
So now it's my fault.
I see a lot of girls flirt with you.
But Reese knows that you and Mike are best friend.
What was your point?
I didn't get what your point is.
Well, did you fuck her?
Oh, my God.
I fucking knew you'd go there again.
Well, then why did you bring it up?
Because I clearly need my fucking head examined.
Yeah, you do!
Oh, my God.
Steve, what the fuck!
Don't walk out on me!
Fuck you!
At this point, we could clearly see a pattern of violence.
This is when we consulted with Darba,
and they told us to continue.
Is that correct?
Drugs have side effects.
And the bottom line here is that there was nothing
involved in this trial that would not
be found in something similar to hormone replacement therapy.
But didn't you guys kill a guy once when you were testing LSD?
That was the CIA.
And that was 45 years ago.
Well, who were the ones who tried to control the weather,
to use floods and hurricanes in warfare.
That's actually classified.
I can't comment on that.
OK, can we please focus?
I had the craziest dream last night.
We had a giant Lego set.
And Emily was building all these amazing things.
She built a diesel truck with a trailer.
It was so detailed, the dream, I mean.
I could see all these little pieces.
Sweetie, if you wanted to go to Legoland, all you had to do
was ask.
What are you doing?
What?
You don't like bananas.
Yeah, I do.
It's just that I didn't when I was a little girl,
because my oldest sister said she hated them.
And I wanted to be like her.
Beth, did you hear what you just said?
Oh, my God.
I'm eating a banana.
Yeah.
I'd totally forgotten.
The DPT works.
Yeah.
Ever since I've known you, you've
avoided bananas like the plague.
I actually like it.
They say it kicks in at different times
for different people.
Yeah.
Hey, let's try something else for me.
Like what?
Ask me what you've been wanting to know.
Beth, I wasn't going to ask anything.
You know, ask me if I like guys.
Beth, I wasn't going to.
I don't.
I never have.
When I was with my boyfriend, the only way I could be sexual
was to pretend I was with a woman.
Really?
My go-tos were Melanie Swinson from third period History
or Posh Spice.
It must have been really hard not knowing.
I know, but I had to pretend to be straight.
Because I knew what it would do to my parents.
You told me you didn't know.
I convinced myself I didn't.
Because it's too hard to accept I was living a lie.
What about you?
Did you know?
Oh, yeah.
I knew.
But I thought you could be fixed.
You know, like if I went to therapy or something.
So I avoided boys and dating and hoped that it would change.
But I didn't want to be alone my whole life.
When did you know it wasn't going to change?
Senior year when I met Teresa.
Did she know?
I convinced myself that she did.
We were best friends.
And I started believing we were secretly a couple.
So I'd drop little hints.
And I thought we were on the same page.
What happened?
We had a screaming match in front of the entire school.
We called her slut.
She called me and dyke.
People teased.
And she stopped talking to me altogether.
And I didn't think I would ever get over it.
I even thought about suicide.
But I couldn't do that my mom.
Must have been awful.
It was.
But then I said fuck it and decided to come out.
I love you.
I'd never do anything to hurt you.
Important to me that you believe that.
I do.
I love you too.
I'm starting to have...
I'm starting to have some concerns about this drug
that you gave us.
Lorie and I have had our fair share of fights.
Some of them really heated, but this last one was...
Hey, we should probably think about dinner.
What's wrong with you?
You want the cream cheese?
What the fuck, Lorie?
Real mature.
What the fuck, Lorie?
Stop it!
I said knock that shit off!
Huh?
[lorie gasping for air]
I'm sorry.
Get off of me!
I'm sorry.
Fuck you.
[lorie sobbing]
It was at this point that we had considered stopping the study.
But then we continued to evaluate the footage.
We felt that Andrew and Lorie were actually
making breakthroughs.
So you consider assault a breakthrough?
In a way, yes.
And with the other couples, we saw many reasons
as to why we should continue.
OK, at this point, I think the parameters
you allowed this trial to exist within went well beyond reason.
If you would just watch the footage,
you'll see that we acted well within the boundaries we
were given.
If this DPT thing doesn't work, I
don't know if I can stay in this marriage any longer.
We are just in this horrible cycle.
And I don't know how to stop it.
I'm baked.
Hey.
How as your day?
Better.
I took one of those pills.
That's good.
Yeah, how are you doing?
I'm fine.
What?
I just got off the phone with Jim from the CEO.
He called you this late?
Oh, no.
I called him back.
It turns out they saw the dailies and they're terrible.
Why?
Well, they want to fire the bloody director.
Halfway through the shoot?
Yeah, they might pull the plug on the whole thing.
It's just a mess.
I think they're losing confidence in me.
It's my fault, isn't it?
What are you talking about?
It's because you weren't on set that day.
No.
I mean, it didn't help, but it's not your fault.
God.
Yeah, it's because I had that panic attack.
Look, I wanted to be there for you.
I wanted to leave.
I'm ruining your career.
You're not.
The studio made me a crazy offer today.
What?
I didn't say yes.
But they said, if I wanted to, I could
stay in one of those bungalows off of [inaudible]..
You know the ones they use for talent?
Yeah.
They said they'd bump my salary if I stayed in one to oversee
the rest of the shoot.
Then you should do it.
I don't know.
I mean, it's right across the street.
It'd be worth it for you to just not have
to drive in traffic for two hours a day.
Seriously, you should do it.
I'll be fine.
It's only for three weeks.
You sure?
I'm sure.
Maybe you can swing by at lunch for some sexy time.
I'd like that.
I'd love that.
Thank you.
I love you.
I spoke to my brother Justin today.
And this has been pretty hard on him.
But he did this to himself.
You know, even after Beth and I worked things out,
I don't know if I'm ever going to be able to forgive him.
Emily, I need you to believe me.
Come on, you know I would never do that.
What?
You really think I'm that kind of person?
I don't.
But that does not change the fact
that you had sex with my girlfriend.
It's like a slap in the face every time I
know she's been talking to him or texted him or whatever.
And then today...
Hey, how was work?
It was work, nothing special.
I don't know if it's the medicine or what,
but I've been in a really pissy mood all day more that usual,
even for work.
Honey, kind of like you're going to explode at any moment?
Exactly.
Did you notice anything else with it?
Not really.
Why?
I'm just curious if maybe you had
some more insight on that night or...
What?
With Justin?
Yeah.
You know...
What?
If I changed my mind?
Yeah.
If suddenly I realized I made a mistake?
Yeah.
No, I'm perfectly clear on what happened.
OK, because he came over here today.
Justin did today?
While you were at work.
Are you kidding me?
Emily, why?
Because he wanted to apologize.
For what, raping me, or something else he did?
That's a really serious allegation, Beth.
Not only everyone's taking it seriously, Em.
Look, I'm being honest here, OK?
I'm really trying to understand exactly what happened.
Oh, I'm sorry.
This is a little rough on me too.
Now I was the one who was violated
and having to beg my girlfriend to believe me.
I should report him to the police
right now before he does it to somebody else.
Then fucking call!
Why don't you just call?
Here, I'll call then for you.
Fine.
Beth, what are you doing?
Reporting a rape, just like you said.
Give me the fucking phone.
It's not funny.
You're going to destroy his fucking life!
What about my life, our life?
You either believe his story, or you have some sick allegiance
towards him.
Either way, you don't think much of me.
I'm leaving.
That's not...
[door closes]
What are you doing?
Why didn't you tell me?
Tell you what?
About Reese calling you at work.
We've been over this, Kristina.
Have you been lying up, obsessing about this?
Is that why you want to stay at the bungalow?
So you can just fuck her without having to rush home to me?
Where are you going?
Kristina, it's 3:00 in the morning.
I've got to be up in three hours.
I don't want to get...
Just talk to me.
What can I possibly say?
Why didn't you tell me the day it happened?
It didn't occur to me.
Why?
You know what?
Call AAA, and ask them what I did after I left.
Stop it.
I knew.
I knew I shouldn't have told you.
Now we're here, and you are acting crazy.
Have I ever cheated on you?
Not that I know of.
Not that you know of?
Oh, great.
That's what I get for being a loyal husband.
Steve, you know that I have trust issues.
And this bitch is trying to fuck my husband.
So forgive me for being upset and wanting to talk about it!
You don't talk about it though.
You obsess about it.
I'm physically and mentally exhausted.
I've got to be on set.
They've already hinted about replacing me.
I'm not losing another job because of your paranoia.
Fucking bitch!
Don't fucking call me crazy!
I'm not crazy.
Let me go!
You going to calm down?
No, don't tell me to calm down!
Then I'm not letting go!
[steven yells in pain]
Fuck!
[kristina shrieks]
I wasn't going to do it.
Fuck you!
Justin, I need you to tell me what happened exactly
as it happened.
I have.
OK, I told you she kissed me.
And I hesitated, but she kept at it.
Eventually, I gave in.
Is it possible at all that she said no,
and you didn't take her seriously?
The fuck are you doing here?
I'm talking to my sister.
Do you have a problem with that?
I told you to stay the fuck away from both of us.
Some people aren't as easily manipulated by you.
Stop it, Justin.
Oh, fuck off, Emily!
You fuck off!
We both betrayed, Em.
But you...
Get the fuck out of my house!
Both of you need to stop!
I am just trying to understand what is possibly...
Emily, listen to me.
It's him or me right here, right now.
I'll leave if that's what you want.
You'll never have to see me again.
I'll send someone to get my stuff.
But I'm begging you, I don't want you alone with him.
He is dangerous.
Just go!
You go!
Both of you!
You first, or I'll call the police right fucking now.
I'm losing you.
It's not fair.
Just go.
[door closes]
For every step we take forward, if feels like we
take two steps backwards.
Hey, will you talk to me?
Now you want to talk.
Thought you needed to sleep.
That ship has already sailed.
I don't want to cost you another project.
I'm sorry.
I shouldn't have said that.
Don't you have to go to work?
I called.
I'm going to go in late.
It's fine.
You don't have to do that.
Hey, I love you.
I feel so bad about last night.
I feel horrendous.
I was lying on the couch, and I was thinking.
I've realized some things.
Like what?
You know when you asked me about why I didn't tell you,
and I said it didn't occur to me?
Yeah.
That was not the truth.
Why?
Honestly, because I was worried it would make you jealous.
I'm constantly hiding things, because I'm always
worried about what you're going to think.
I think I should be more honest and that
would help us get past this.
I'm sorry you're married to a crazy, paranoid bitch.
I don't think you're crazy.
No?
We've got issues.
We can work on them.
I'll help you.
My mind just goes there.
I know that I should trust you.
Well, you should.
Can't help it.
This happen with your previous boyfriends?
No.
I see the way that girls look at you.
Yeah?
I'm only human.
Yeah, you're handsome and you're successful.
Carry on.
Oh, shut up.
At first, I took it as a compliment.
Saw girls staring at you, and I was like, yeah, you wish.
What changed?
Do you remember when I told you that I
thought your assistant Brandi was flirting with you?
Yeah.
Well, after that, you started acting different towards her.
You were nicer.
It was like you were encouraging her.
And you want to know why?
Why?
After that, I went and told human resources
to reassign her.
They asked why.
And I said what you said.
I didn't want it to be awkward.
Well, apparently, she found out.
And she said you wanted her fired,
because you didn't want your husband having
a pretty assistant.
That bitch.
I never said that.
Yeah, I know.
But the thing turned it into a big deal.
And she threatened to sue.
And that's why I had...
I was told to play nice.
That's why you didn't want me coming to work as much.
Honestly, yeah.
That little cunt.
It was at this point that we had suspected that the drug had
stopped working on Kristina.
She didn't seem to be making any progress.
But Andrew seemed to be having a breakthrough.
He was being more open with her.
He was being honest.
Why didn't you find out more information?
Didn't you see the warning signs?
Darba had already set guidelines in regards to its animals
trials to not disrupt the physiological
or the psychological development of the compound.
Effects of this type sometimes took months, sometimes days
with the animals.
These aren't animals, are they?
They're people!
I have bruises on my arm and a knot on the back of my head.
And I swear to God, I've never, ever
been this pissed at Andrew.
Hey.
What, are you still not talking to me?
You still being an asshole?
Either way I answer that, I'll be admitting
that I was an asshole.
OK, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I was being an asshole.
Why do you do that?
I'm sorry.
Not that, those word games.
[stuttering] Any way I answer it.
I feel stupid.
By no means am I trying to make you feel stupid.
I argue the law for a living, Lorie.
I can't just turn it off.
Try harder, it's really fucking irritating.
You know what's really fucking irritating?
The fact that you're so proud that you slept
with hundreds of men for money.
You think I'm proud of that?
I am not proud of that.
Well, you're certainly not ashamed of it.
It is my past.
I can't change it.
Why are you so jealous?
I am not jealous, goddamn!
What do you keep saying that?
Then what?
What is it?
Then what?
Because I don't know what it was like for you, Lorie.
I can only imagine the worst.
I know these guys.
Motherfuckers can be cruel.
I don't know what they did to you.
I don't know what they said to you.
Called you a whore.
And that fucking word is so ingrained in our language
that it's implying that you're less of a person.
Do you think I'm less of a person, Andrew?
I didn't say that.
It's just a word.
And as far as being called names,
you think I would let somebody get away
with threatening me or calling me names or putting
their grimy little hands on me?
Oh, yeah, I had my nights where I
had to put some people in their place.
This comes in handy when it's time to realign the mood.
Get him in his most vulnerable position,
then stick it in his mouth.
Do you want to put the gun away, please, Lorie.
Geez.
It was just sex, Andrew.
And most of the time, it was pretty uneventful.
I just need you to stop being so jealous about it.
You're jealous.
Think about it.
Why would I be jealous?
I have some of the best clothes money can buy.
I know for sure that the medicine's working.
And I know what I need to do.
This turned out to be the last of all the interviews.
Hey.
I know.
I know, I need you to come back over right now, OK?
This isn't going to be easy for me.
OK.
Bye.
OK, yeah, all right.
All right, bye.
Hey, how was your day?
Good.
Who was that?
That was just my mom.
Oh, sorry I'm late.
I was editing.
How's it going?
It's a bloody nightmare.
So the edit was unwatchable, and basically, we're
having to redo the whole thing.
And the studio is now pissed.
I'm sorry, honey.
How was your day?
I think you need a little foot rub.
It was actually really good.
Yeah?
Good.
I think the medicine's starting to take effect.
Because I was having all sorts of revelations.
About what?
About how silly I've been for not trusting you.
Seriously?
Yeah.
Wow.
I just started thinking about all that stuff,
like you coming home late, and that whole thing about Reese.
And remember that time I thought you
were flirting with my sister?
Yes, I do.
Yeah.
And the extra I thought you were flirting
with and your assistant.
And I just realized how illogical it all is.
Because the reason that it hurt me so much
is just because I love you so much.
I think it's great you're finally seeing some clarity.
I do wish that your friends and people you work with
didn't think I was so paranoid.
Don't worry about that.
I don't care what they think.
I care what they think.
But, I talked to Brandi.
What?
Don't worry.
When you didn't come home, I just called the office,
and she picked up.
And I thought it would be a good opportunity
to just clear the air, get some clarity with her.
But you promised.
Relax, I didn't say anything mean to here.
What did you say?
She sounded surprised, especially when I brought up
that whole HR thing.
She said she had no idea what I was talking about.
Well, she's obviously lying.
She doesn't want to get fired.
This is a mess.
Come on, she'll be fine.
Then I called the Marriott, and they
said that there wasn't a Mary Kay convention on that day.
So Reese lied?
I know.
And then I called AAA.
And then, they confirmed your story.
Yeah, I know.
I was there.
Yeah.
Then I got a really, really crazy idea.
What?
I called the Marriott again.
And I told them that we had stayed there on the day
that it all happened and that I had forgotten my earrings,
and I didn't remember what room we stayed in.
So I asked them to check the computers.
And then, they said that there was a room booked for two
under your name in room 218.
And all the pieces, they just fell into place.
That's bullshit.
Reese probably booked the room, so Mike wouldn't find out.
I wasn't involved.
Right.
You know, I actually thought about that.
I thought about calling her, bluffing,
and then, I figured she'd just catch my bluff.
So I got a better idea...
call her.
What?
So she can be part of our drama
Put her on speaker!
Why?
So...
And tell her that I know.
And if you're not fucking her, she'll be really surprised.
Bring her in...
And if you are, she'll ask how I found out.
Call her!
So what, you had clients a couple of times a week, right?
It's no different than having a husband or a boyfriend.
Exactly.
So I guess because it was with different men,
it just seems worse.
And I know that if you think about it, it just seems silly.
Why does it bother you?
To be honest, it's because I am afraid.
I'm worried that it made you feel bad about yourself.
When I hear that word, whore, it just bothers me,
even when you use it.
I mean no offense with the word.
But honestly, it can be used for people in your profession
or any profession.
People use words and phrases to try to make people feel stupid.
When you do that to me, that's how I feel...
stupid.
It's just... it's ironic.
Andrew, I know what ironic means.
I know.
It's just funny to me that that makes you feel stupid.
Because I only do it when I know that you're ahead of me
in the argument.
Wait, so you're admitting that I'm right?
Are you trying to get make-up sex?
I don't know.
Is it working?
Not yet.
Did I mention that you are sexier than most
of the girls I've ever been with?
Most?
All of the girls that I've ever been with.
You're getting warmer.
You know what it is?
It's because I'm insecure.
It's an insecurity thing.
It's because I'm just trying to win the argument,
instead of trying to come up with a resolution
for the conflict that we're in.
God, I can be such an ass sometimes.
We all do it.
Nobody wants to be wrong.
I know.
But for me, it's different.
It's about being smarter.
Actually, it's about seeming smarter, I should say.
Who gives a shit?
I do.
That's the thing.
I give a shit.
It matters to me, because I need to feel smarter.
The equation doesn't balance out.
You are so beautiful and so smart.
So I have to seem so smart.
I have to seem like a great lawyer, or this doesn't work.
You throw me off my game.
You were right.
About what?
The other night.
I honestly thought that you were the one who brought up
the arrest, but it was me.
No, no, you're wrong about it.
It was me.
No.
No, I remember now.
I'm just, I'm so sure.
I'm so worried that you're so uncomfortable with my past
that I automatically think that you're upset about it.
So when you started talking about prior arrests,
I thought you were talking about me.
I was.
What?
I said, you're.
What are you talking about, Andrew?
I said, next time you're arrested.
Suddenly, I was thinking about your case.
I do think about it.
It's because I'm in love with you.
And I just want to make sure that you are OK.
I'm OK, OK?
Good.
Then I am too.
Good.
Can we just put this behind us now.
Sound good to me.
Good.
You know what would help?
School girls?
You still have them?
Hell, yes.
OK.
Come on.
Sweetheart, are you OK?
It's working.
The medicine's working.
I'm so sorry.
It's OK.
I know.
It's OK.
I'm here now.
I'm not going anywhere.
Emily, what is it?
Just wait.
What am I waiting for?
We need to talk.
This is really big.
[knock on door]
You sure you want to do this?
Yeah.
Are you?
Yeah.
No, let me do it.
What's going on?
She's acting all crazy.
Shut the fuck up!
What?
Emily, what are you doing?
Emily, put the gun down.
You want to tell her or should I?
Emily, this is not the way to handle this.
Put the gun down.
I was lying in my bed, in and out of sleep,
and I just kept thinking about his words.
I would never hurt you.
And it occurred to me that he did it to me before.
You did it to me before.
And you know exactly what I'm talking about.
You mean earlier?
No, I mean when were teenagers.
Admit it and you can leave.
Em...
I said, admit it.
I went into your bed.
And?
We were just kids.
You molested me and told me that if our parents ever
found out, that they would hate me for being a slut!
Emily, he admitted it.
Put the gun down.
I'm sorry I didn't believe you.
I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry.
It's fucking empty, you psycho bitch!
Justin, just get the fuck out of here!
Admit what you did to Beth.
I fucked your girlfriend.
So what?
Even though she said no.
Big fucking deal.
She enjoyed it.
Fuck you.
Good luck proving, bitch.
That goes for both of you.
I'm sorry.
[door closes]
I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry.
Will you forgive me?
I'm so sorry.
So Beth filed a complaint.
The other women came forward, and Justin
faces multiple felony charges.
So the DPT helped Emily with the repressed memory.
No, she was the one that was given a placebo.
Well, what about Kristina and Steve?
There was definitely a breakthrough with Christina.
Unfortunately...
Call her.
Call her!
You going to make the call or not?
What have you done?
What the fuck have you done?
Must be the wine, maybe the muscle relaxers I put in it.
You drugged me?
Yeah, they say you're not supposed to mix with alcohol.
Kristina, no.
No?
Whatever you're thinking about doing, no.
No?
Please.
Oh, please?
Are you begging me?
I think you don't know what it's like to love.
I do.
I think you don't know what it's like to feel a thing.
Maybe you can feel this.
[steve screams]
[MUSIC - RACHELLE AND THE RISING, "FALLING"]
♪ One day, I'm closer to me, baby.
Step away and see what you want is me.
You, baby, what you touched softly.
I can hear you whisper, and the darkness covers me.
I don't know if I could let you in,
but promise you'll come back to me.
Subtitles by explosiveskull
Falling down into what I've found,
it's so easy to finally let go.
But right now, I can feel you [inaudible] Are you scared
to hold back anymore?
Fall a little, float up to the ceiling, grinding for my heels.
Lean in towards me, reaching for me, hover above my lips.
Your eyes light up, and your coming in.
Are you going for the kill?
I'm not sure what I'm just [inaudible]
but please don't walk away from me.
Falling down into what I've found,
it's so easy to finally let go.
But right now, I can feel you [inaudible] Are you scared
to hold back anymore?
Let it go.
Let it, let it go.
Let it go.
Let it, let it go.
Let it go.
Let it, let it go.
Let it go.
Let it, let it.
But don't let me go.
Falling down into what I've found.
It's so easy to finally let go.
But right now, I can feel you [inaudible]..
Are you scared to hold back anymore?
Falling down into what I've found,
it's so easy to finally let go.
But right now, I can feel you [inaudible]..
Are you scared to hold back anymore?
Falling down, falling, falling. ♪
[music - "nirvana"]
♪ Save me from this abandoned mind.
Rescue me from my own insides.
Wrap me up and hold me tight.
Stay with me till morning light.
Walk me to the ocean side, as my skin and wave collide.
Lose my soul, like I lost my mind.
Collapse into a paradise.
Take me out of this place, so I can sink into my own desires.
Wish on every star that I could wake up on the other side.
Leave me to my own device.
Let me fall down, let me try.
Let me go.
Don't ask me why.
Just take me to the ocean side.
I wanna reach Nirvana.
I wanna reach the sky.
I wanna reach Nirvana.
I wanna want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die. ♪