♪ Sunlight ♪
♪ Means the morning ♪
♪ Dark clouds ♪
♪ Plague your mind ♪
♪ I'm fading ♪
♪ And I want you ♪
♪ To come back and stay With me this time ♪
♪ I'll send you ♪
♪ Thyme and yarrow ♪
♪ White clover to remind ♪
♪ So help me ♪
♪ I love you ♪
♪ Come back and be with me tonight ♪
♪ Come back and stay with me this time ♪
You okay?
Uh, yeah.
See that guy over there?
Ian Damler, Universal,
he's been asking about you.
Do you want me to set up a meeting?
Noah?
Noah.
Yeah.
You're not interested, are you?
You know what, I'll set up the meeting.
Just stay there.
I saw you taking pictures.
Yeah, is that okay?
Well what are they for?
I'm a photography student and you're my subject.
Really?
Yeah, I've been following your music forever.
Thanks.
Who are those songs about?
I'm sorry?
Well, who's the girl that you're singing about?
They're not really about anyone.
You know, they're just songs.
So, you're, you're not actually in, in love with anyone,
you're just singing about it.
Have you ever been in love with anyone?
What?
If I buy you a drink, will you tell me?
Look, I'm suppose to be having a business meeting.
Can I have a gin and tonic?
What're you doing after?
I'm getting a plane, I've got a gig in Tobago.
Tobago?
It's in the Caribbean.
I know where Tobago is.
What's it like there?
I don't know, I've never been.
This is my first time.
Can I come?
When's your flight leave?
Uh, in about six hours.
Well, I'm gonna have to go.
Hi.
What's your name?
Kat.
So can I come?
I can't tell if you're being serious.
I'm being deadly serious.
I'll go home right now and get my passport.
Where should I meet you?
I'm getting a bus from Waterloo Bridge in a couple of hours.
How old are you?
23, how old are you?
39.
So have you decided?
I don't know.
Yeah.
Okay.
You sure?
Yeah.
Promise?
Yeah, I promise.
Hi.
You all right?
Yeah, you all right?
Yeah.
Are we actually doing this?
Well I got your ticket.
Did you really?
Yeah.
Thank you.
Is that it?
Yeah, come on.
You're late.
Sorry.
You look nice.
Thank you.
Close your eyes.
What?
Just close your eyes.
Do I have to?
I thought you'd go back.
I don't think I can.
Why not?
Oh, I've just so much stuff going on.
One week's not gonna make any difference.
Well no, not to you.
Please, Kat.
No, I, I don't know how you just spring this on me.
I'd need to go home and get my stuff ready,
I'd need to pack. - I've gotten all your stuff,
I've, I've done it, you don't have to worry about it.
Please.
Well why can't we go home and talk about it first?
The plane leaves in four hours.
Ah, there's just no time to think about it.
Exactly.
Please, Kat.
For us.
All right, just let me make
a quick phone call first, please.
All right.
You all right?
Yeah.
I'll be right back.
Okay.
It's beautiful.
Thank you,
for bringing me here.
Well I didn't really bring you.
You almost forced yourself on me.
Shut up.
Don't spoil it.
Have you really never been in love before?
What?
Have you?
No.
How come?
I don't know.
That's a shame.
Well my life's pretty good as it is.
Pretty good.
Yeah.
What?
I just think you deserve more than pretty good.
It looks different.
Hi.
You okay?
Yeah.
I'm really tired.
Do you mind if I go to bed?
No.
Okay.
Night.
Hey.
Do you wanna see?
Ah, look how handsome you are.
Let me take a picture of you instead.
Oh, I'm the photographer.
You're a better subject.
Okay, show me how it's done.
Oh, I will.
Hi.
Did you clean the pool out last night?
I can't remember.
I'm gonna have a shower and then um,
you wanna come to the shop, we can get some food.
We can get a rental car while we're down there,
and we can drive back up.
Oh, I was just gonna relax by the pool all day.
And I've got a couple of emails I need to send.
Okay.
♪ I may be from the teenage wasteland ♪
♪ I'm still forever young ♪
♪ I'll always love a. ♪
♪ And set my controls for the heart of the sun ♪
♪ Mm, the heart of the sun ♪
♪ Maybe I was born a priestess ♪
♪ Who just got confused ♪
♪ Maybe I took too long to realize ♪
♪ The opposite of you ♪
Hello.
Kat, it's me.
Hi.
Noah?
You remember that little beach we used to go to?
Yeah, of course, our beach.
Our beach, yeah.
Can you meet me there?
Right now?
Um, give me about 10 minutes, okay?
Okay, what, what, what, what will I bring?
Just come, okay.
Okay.
Come on!
What's wrong, why aren't you coming in?
I'm fine here.
What's wrong?
Nothing.
Tell me.
I can't swim.
What?
I can't swim.
I, I could show you.
Trust me.
Hey.
Hi.
Come sit down.
I wanna say something to you, and
I want you to just please, just listen.
Just hear what I've got to say, okay?
Okay.
Can you remember what it was like between us
the first time we were here?
Of course.
Because I just think it was, it was magical.
And I feel really sad because when I look at us now,
it's like two completely different people
and I just don't know what happened.
And how it got like that.
I still love you just the same.
And I've felt like I've been,
it's mad but I feel like I've been losing you.
And I feel like I never see you,
you're off doing all this stuff, you know.
I feel like we're wasting time that we should be together.
We should be enjoying ourselves.
And when we came here the first time,
I felt like you opened my eyes.
It was the happiest I've ever been.
I love you, Kat, and I just don't ever wanna let you go.
Kat,
you changed my life from the moment I met you.
And I never wanna be apart from you.
Will you marry me?
Kat.
Why are you doing that?
I, I don't understand.
What's the matter?
I'm really sorry, I can't marry you.
Why not?
I don't want to.
Hey, talk to me.
I just don't even wanna be with you anymore.
What?
I'm sorry.
Why did you come here?
I wanted to make it better.
Well you haven't fucking tried.
- I have, I have tried. - You haven't.
I try all the time.
Forget about the ring just,
just please, just, come back to me, please.
I know you still love me.
I just, I'm so sorry.
I'm sorry.
You're breaking it.
It's broken.
Noah.
Hey, Jimmy.
Noah, what are you doing man?
I need your help, she's left me.
Noah, it's been over three years, man.
I don't know what to do.
I can't leave her, I just can't.
What am I gonna do, Jimmy?
I'm sorry man.
Where did you go?
Just, just walking.
I thought you were gonna do something stupid.
Promise me you won't do anything bad.
Yeah, I promise.
You swear?
I swear.
What do you wanna do?
Should I sleep on the sofa?
What?
Isn't it gonna be easier if we
each stay in separate beds?
What are you doing?
I'm getting my stuff, I'll sleep in there.
Noah.
Sorry.
There's no one else, is there?
I mean, you'd tell me, wouldn't you?
I just need to be by myself.
Sorry, had to ask.
What are you feeling right now, in this moment?
Don't think about it, just say it.
I don't know, I never felt like this before.
Love.
It scares me.
You don't have to be scared.
I'm not gonna hurt you, I promise.
I'm gonna hold your heart and protect it forever.
No one's ever made me feel like that before.
I don't ever wanna leave.
Hey what about connecting flights?
Connecting flights.
Overnight or tomorrow.
Right, okay.
No, that's not, I can't afford that, sorry, um
well what do you suggest I do?
Okay, all right, thank you, thank you anyway.
So what are you doing?
Um,
I'm just gonna have to find somewhere else to stay.
Stay here.
I can't.
You can.
If I stay, we'll just end up fighting and I really
don't wanna fight with you. - We won't, we won't fight.
I just don't wanna hurt you.
Well you'll hurt me more if you leave now.
I'll stay if we can try and be friends.
Can you do that?
Yeah.
We just need to have some rules.
What kind of things?
You know, separate bedrooms, respect each others privacy,
no walking around naked.
I've seen you naked thousands of times.
It's not the same.
Well I just don't see why we should...
Noah.
Yeah, okay.
Noah.
You there?
Yeah.
If this is too hard
then I need to check into a hotel.
No, it's fine.
Why don't we try and get out,
you know, we'll go to the rain forest or something
and we'll just get out.
Yeah.
You don't have to go if you don't want to.
No, I do.
It's just, just give me a second.
All right.
♪ Your name is clear ♪
♪ What sticks in this cloudy pool ♪
♪ And I know your heart ♪
♪ Your heart content... ♪
Come on.
♪ And you are both far and away ♪
♪ And so little ♪
What?
Say it.
Go on.
Say it.
I can't.
I think I'm falling in love with you.
I'm falling in love with you too.
Are we lost?
Yeah.
Was this your plan, are you trying to kidnap me?
Sorry.
I didn't sleep too well last night.
I was listening to some music in the room,
one of your songs came on.
Have you thought about what you're gonna do
when you go back?
No.
Well, do you think you're gonna start playing again?
No.
Can I ask you something?
What?
How long have you been feeling like this?
I really don't wanna have that conversation now.
Months.
Months?
Why didn't you say anything?
I wanted to, you just make it really difficult.
I make it difficult, how?
Because it's fucking impossible to talk to you.
You never wanna know when something's wrong.
Maybe it's my fault.
Kept trying to talk myself out of it.
What, and then you suddenly decided
to stop talking yourself out of it?
How are we gonna find our way back?
I don't know.
Can you not.
What?
Undress.
You're joking.
No, I'm not joking.
Well you're just gonna have to
think of me in a different way.
Like what?
I don't know like,
pretend that I'm your little sister or something.
For fuck sake, you're serious.
Fine, not your sister, I don't know.
Just not like that.
It's not exactly easy when last week you were fucking
kissing me, telling me you love me,
and the week before that you were sitting on my face.
What are you talking about?
Now we're sleeping in fucking separate beds.
This has all come completely Noah, we haven't had sex in ages.
Out of the fucking blue for me.
Course it has, otherwise you wouldn't have proposed.
Sorry.
You know, we really don't have to put ourselves through this
I can stay somewhere else.
No, I want to.
I, I, I don't mean, you know what I mean.
Look, I really wanna try, okay.
Just, just try and keep an open mind.
Open?
Just open.
Okay.
Thanks for putting me to bed last night.
You're welcome.
So I was thinking I was gonna go out later
and do some shopping.
Well I'll give you a lift if you want.
No, I'll walk. Thank you though.
Did you wanna come to the Sunday School
possibly later?
That'd be fun.
Yeah, maybe.
Well, do you wanna pick me up around four?
You're going out all day.
Yeah, is that all right?
Yeah, yeah you're right, we,
we should probably spend some time on our own.
Yeah.
And think about things.
I'll see you later.
That's nice.
Yes, that's the one you picked out.
That's really nice.
Hi this is Kat, I'm not here, leave a message.
Hey this is Kat, I'm not here, leave a message.
Hello.
Kat.
Hi!
I've been trying to get a hold of you.
Oh shit, sorry I must've put my phone on vibrate.
All right.
Where are you?
Shit!
Noah?
Noah!
Uh.
- What's happening? - Nothing, I'm all right,
I'm all right.
Well, what, what was that, where are you?
Noah, tell me what's happening.
Do you know what, forget it.
I'll just pick you up at four, okay.
What are you, are you sure you're okay?
Really, you are, you're okay? - Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I'll see you soon.
All right, bye. - Bye.
Right down the road.
What, do you want a lift?
Yes.
Okay, that's not really...
Have a cigarette with you?
You want a cigarette?
Yeah.
Your money?
No, I'm not giving you any fucking money.
I'm going into town.
Enjoy the rides, fun?
Uh, not really, no.
I'll come in town.
I'll take supper with you.
Yeah?
Yeah man, uh, we talked it over last week,
a real nice hot day.
Yeah, I'd a been out here, we're suppose to do things,
can't tell, I'm sure he did.
Uh, maybe not.
Right, I lose it.
You know what I'm sayin', man?
It's not really a good time, okay?
All right, we're almost here.
Alright.
We're here now, you have to get out, okay?
Look at that girl there.
Woo, that's what I'm talkin' about.
What's up?
Oh go on, sister.
Who is that?
I have no idea.
Well why, why'd you let him in?
I didn't, he just got in.
Well you would've had to open the door
at least a little bit, or otherwise
he wouldn't be here. - Well you'd think so, but no.
Um, hi.
Is everything cool with you?
Well, well what, what do we do?
I don't know.
Well.
You're lookin' really adorable today, and that's a fact.
Well why don't we'll just go for a walk,
Thank you.
We'll go for a walk, and we'll just come,
you know later, hopefully he'll be gone.
Right, okay, hopefully, otherwise we...
Otherwise we just...
Get another car.
- Get another car. - Okay.
Good luck, it was nice to meet you.
Hey, hey listen baby, hello.
What's he doing now?
Fuck.
What?
Can you run?
Why?
'Cause he's right behind us.
Oh, fuck.
You okay, baby?
Come on.
The first time we came here,
maybe we should've just stayed.
Maybe.
I miss you.
I'm sorry.
♪ Blackened doors and ♪
♪ The great, great wild ♪
♪ Pick a low number, and go ♪
♪ Decorated my doorway ♪
♪ Decorated my walls ♪
♪ Making the bed, looking forward to sleep ♪
♪ Letting myself fall ♪
♪ Lighter your love just go ♪
♪ Alone, just go ♪
I'm sorry.
Do you wanna come to the Sunday School possibly later?
♪ I've been looking at you baby ♪
♪ With your silk socks ♪
♪ And the way you move your body ♪
♪ Gots me all right ♪
What's wrong with you?
Me, what the fuck is wrong with you?
What the fuck are you doing in there?
I'm enjoying myself.
You're making a fool of yourself,
you're fucking humiliating me. - I'm not doing anything wrong
I'm not, we're not together anymore!
I've been so cool, I fucking do everything for you!
I don't want you to do
anything for me. - I gave up my music for you!
I never asked you to do that!
I do everything I do for you.
Fucking get your own life,
I don't want you to do anything for me.
You don't have any fucking friends,
you don't go out anymore, you don't do anything.
See I just wanna be with you.
You're suffocating me.
I just wanna do what I want without you fucking stopping me.
I don't stop you from doing anything.
You do.
I don't.
You do.
Tell me what you want, what do you want me to do?
Kat.
What's the matter?
I'm sorry, I hate being horrible to you.
You're not horrible, you're never horrible.
- I am horrible. - You're my girl.
No, I'm not.
Why are you saying that?
I am.
You're not horrible, you're my girl.
I am horrible.
I am.
What, what do you mean?
Why are you saying that?
I'm sorry.
That's all right, we can make it better.
We can't.
Kat.
I can't, I ruined it.
I did, I ruined it.
Yeah.
I did.
I forgive you, we'll make it all right.
Please, please, don't break up with me.
I'm really sorry.
I already slept with someone.
I was sleeping with someone in London.
No.
But you promised me.
I'm sorry.
You said forever.
Stop saying those things.
No.
Please.
No, no, please fuck, fuck off.
I'm sorry.
Fuck off!
♪ Walk away from the water ♪
♪ Forget she promised you the stars ♪
♪ 'Cause all those promises are meaningless now ♪
♪ But they'll haunt you, bound as you are ♪
♪ 'Cause soon, you'll awake from the dream ♪
♪ 'Cause soon, you'll awake and be alone ♪
♪ She takes everything you got, it's all gone ♪
♪ I'll hold on to your memory ♪
♪ It's more than I deserve ♪
♪ And I hope that you never feel you wasted those years ♪
♪ 'Cause I loved you, wild as you were ♪
♪ And I knew I'd awake from the dream ♪
♪ For you will always be ♪
♪ The one ♪
♪ But it's all gone ♪
♪ It's all gone ♪
♪ You gave everything you got, but it's all gone ♪
An amazing view, isn't it?
Yeah, it really is.
Do you live in London?
I did, yeah.
I'm going away for awhile.
I just got here.
Well, it's been a few weeks now.
Do you like it?
Yeah.
It's getting better.
I know what you mean.
People here don't really look each other in the eye.
I think I might be a bit like that.
No, you've been lookin' me in the eye.
Are you, doin' anything tonight?
Well just, maybe, grab a pint or something?
Well I'm not quite ready for that, thank you.
It's okay.
♪ If you turned away I'd love you all the same ♪
♪ You know by reaching out I will be biting down ♪
♪ And still feel like I'm lost ♪
♪ I cannot grow with this in my home ♪
♪ It feels like in my bones ♪
♪ I let you turn away ♪
♪ I'd love you all the same ♪
♪ If you turned away I'd love you all the same ♪
♪ You know by reaching out I will be biting down ♪
♪ I still feel like I'm lost ♪
♪ I cannot grow with this in my home ♪
♪ It feels like in my bones ♪