It’s like I’ve lived my life
and
it’s sort of
all in these boxes,
but what
is part of the
profound sadness
is that
I know it’s incomplete.
As much as I’ve
filmed and as hard as I’ve tried,
there’s nothing I can do
to make
any of it understood.
I know that
that’s not true,
but it’s how I feel.
Hi.
I’m meeting the director of the drama division
to show my son the school.
She was so hard on us.
Right under...
Do you know who that is?
That’s a famous actress,
Kelly McGillis.
It sure does.
I miss London bad.
It’s just, you know,
the first big city I came to
after New York.
So, as you have seen now several times,
I can’t speak without plugging this hole.
This is because
they put a piece of plastic
down my breathing tube,
which is also, as everyone knows,
where your food goes down,
and because the hole is so small,
you have to make a choice,
when you have this kind of problem, whether you
breathe or eat.
Obviously, if you can’t breathe, you can’t eat.
Shit!
Goddamn.
I used to hate the Valley with an absolute passion.
I hate it.
It’s so, uh--
it’s the rim of hell.
It’s where hell begins, right here.
If you look over the edge,
you can look down into hell.
I haven’t been out here in 15 years.
The last time I was out here was making
Kiss Kiss Bang Bang with Robert Downey Jr.
That house was there,
but the rest of these houses weren’t here,
and my dad bought all the property
and
sold each one of the lots
so he could
decide who his neighbors were gonna be.
This is my old house.
The second house.
It’s full of death.
For Joanne, my wife, it was total hell.
Home was just another place to rehearse.
She tried to be supportive, but
also just the music
over and over and over again.
Jim had this aspiration to
capture this
fleeting
ethereal truth.
I think it’s Yeats who said,
I’m paraphrasing, but
the idea is
you see a tree and you observe a truth
about the tree.
I see this
hole in my throat
and I wonder
whether people wonder
if I’ve had any fear of dying.
Because I obviously
am
sounding
much worse than I feel.
But it’s an obstacle obviously that
is, uh,
very present with whoever sees me.
And
I have had fears
but none that have ever
been overwhelming
about my life,
because I
don’t believe in death,
and my whole life I’ve
tried to see the world
as one
piece of life.
That’s how I understand it right;
when you pull back
from the planet, you see that
we’re all one
life source.
Hi, sweetheart.
You’re not quite ready yet.
Okay.
I’m going to come...
I’m going to come over to you, right? Pick you up?
Alright.
Sure, why not?
Holy cow.
Howdy.
Not bad.
Thank you so much.
Thunderheart.
Thank you.
Fantastic.
Val Kilmer "Chosen by God."
I blew his mind in South India.
I always love it here
in Texas because
my father was born here.
Even though he passed on,
I always feel close by when I come to Texas.
And, um...
and, um,
I’m having such a great time here.
I’d like to thank everybody for
putting on such a great show.
Sometimes
I feel so low and I have the blues
really, really hard
about having to,
you know, fly around the country.
I don’t look great and
I’m selling basically my old self, my old career.
For many people,
it’s like the lowest thing you can do is
talk about your old pictures and sell photographs of...
of when you were Batman or
the Terminator.
I don’t want to insult any of the other actors
that fly around the world.
But it enables me to
meet my fans and...
and what ends up happening is
I feel really grateful rather than humiliated
because there’s so many people.
Actors like Tommy Lee Jones...
...had designed this whole performance,
and so had Jim Carrey.
It was just so huge.
I think it made no difference what I was doing.
I tried to be like an
actor on a soap opera.
The way I would turn to Nicole.
Go count how many times
I put my hands on my hips.
I don’t know how they come up with this
style of acting,
but they seem to go...
go to soap opera school.
"Why, why, why would you say that?"
I wanna take a break.
Yeah, my stomach...
I wanna lay down.
Thank you.
The reason I’m wearing an AZ hat
is that
I’m going to Arizona,
because
my mother passed on,
and
she, uh...
right now she doesn’t have anyone to cremate her.
It glows in the dark.
It’s very pretty.
I like those with that dress.
Okay, time to go.
I wrote something nice last night all about her style.
Her hairdo and her jewelry--
they always popped.
I miss my mama.
But I had a vision
that she was so happy
with her youngest son.
So we’re going out to Malibu
because of my wonderful little church,
and
my members there, I love them very much.
I’ve studied all the major religions.
I’ve always been interested in religions,
and
often when I meet someone,
I’ll end up talking about their faith.
I’ll ask them.
I can’t help it.
I’m a bastard.
And I love you.
It’s very, very funny.
Malibu, six miles.
Oh, look at the ocean.
What would happen if I went into this church service
and I came out speaking perfectly well?
It’s a very good lesson for me to study
about victory over the grave.