[♪]
[gentle music]
[music continues]
[woman] You can't show people you love them
when your mind won't let you.
I've dealt with this forever.
It's like screaming through soundproof walls.
I thought I had turned the corner.
Things felt like they were falling into place.
Family friend rented me their house
so I was living on my own.
I had people who cared about me.
Really good people.
I was even getting back to things that I enjoyed.
But then the fuse was lit.
Small things started setting me off...
and I couldn't stop myself.
I tried to stay calm
but I just keep saying the wrong things.
And they just kept getting more upset with me.
So I ended up where I always ended up...
alone.
They called it bipolar, borderline PTSD.
Different doctors, different disorders,
but it didn't matter 'cause it never changed how I felt.
I wish they were here.
I just wanna show them I care.
I miss them.
[gentle music]
[music stops]
[door squeaks]
[door thuds]
[sighs]
[gasps]
Oh, my God.
[fridge door thuds]
[gentle music]
[crying]
[sniffles]
-[woman] So I have something to tell you. -[woman 2] Okay.
-And it's a good thing. -Okay.
-But you're not gonna like it. -[laughs]
Let me guess, you met a guy.
You've ruined the surprise.
It's not much of a surprise.
Yeah, I met a guy and he's amazing. He's sweet and--
Don't you think that you're moving a little fast?
No, I don't.
Well, when did you meet this guy?
We started texting the day I moved in.
Would it kill you to be happy for me?
I am happy for you.
I'm just... concerned.
Well, you don't need to be concerned.
Gavin's a really good guy.
-And he's cute. -Okay.
But do you think you're ready for another relationship?
No need to dwell on the past,
especially when I have a new relationship to look forward to.
Katie, come on.
When was the last time you were single?
Gavin is good for me
and when you meet him you'll see that too.
[phone buzzing]
Oh, it's him.
Hello?
Yeah, I'm just hanging out with Maya.
[Maya giggles]
[groans]
No, you don't understand, you're not getting the money.
I just wanna cancel the account, can you do that for me?
Well, can you put me on the phone with someone who can?
Okay.
Whatever, bye
[gentle music]
Hey, how are you?
[Gavin] Hey, you. I'm fine.
So we haven't talked in a while and I just wanted to ask...
you heard, right?
[Gavin] Yeah, of course. I'm so sorry.
Listen, I know-- I know things were weird,
but can you come help clear everything out?
Katie's parents aren't getting back to me
and I can't do this by myself.
Yes, I can come.
Okay. Thank you.
I'll leave the front door unlocked.
All right.
[door squeaking]
[chuckles uncomfortably]
Long time, no see.
Yeah, yeah.
Really has been.
God, there's a lot of crap in here.
That's why I called.
She just has so much stuff, I didn't know where to start.
Um...
Let me see.
-Shit. -[Maya] Everything all right?
Plant's dead.
Oh.
There's not a way to revive it, is there?
Maybe some special fertilizer or something?
I don't think so.
But I'm not really a gardener.
Should've picked it up earlier.
It's okay, it's just a plant.
[sighs]
[Katie] So if I wanted to buy you a wheel of cheese
made by the finest cheese makers in all the world,
what would I buy?
[Gavin] Hmm, not sure.
Maybe pepper jack.
Oh, so we like it spicy.
A little, but not too spicy.
Like if I'm eating a sandwich, I like a little kick.
What if I told you I make the best sandwiches in town?
Well, I'd tell you
that I might be interested in trying one.
Well, what if I made one for both of us?
Well, that sounds like something I'd like.
Okay great, you can come over and I'll make you dinner.
Okay, awesome.
And what's on the menu?
Whatever you want, I spare no expense.
Well, I look forward to a fun evening.
[chuckles] That sounds great.
[gentle upbeat music]
Wow, this is amazing.
[chuckles] Yeah, that's 'cause I made it.
[exhales] Did your mom teach you how to cook?
Oh.
No, she wasn't really in the picture.
-Oh, jeez, I'm sorry. -It's okay.
I was a happy kid, it's all that matters.
How's the food?
Um, it's delicious. Yeah.
But I will have to say this,
that my pee is probably gonna smell kind of disgusting tomorrow.
[chuckles]
[clears throat] I have an embarrassing confession to make.
I actually like the smell of asparagus pee.
What? [laughs]
No, no. It's an objectively bad smell.
I know, I know.
What in the hell do you like about it?
I don't know, I just like it.
-[gentle music] -[chuckles]
You're cute.
[Gavin laughs]
Do you like to cook?
When it gets me laid.
[exhales]
[Katie and Gavin moaning]
[moaning continues]
Did she ever even use it?
Uh, I honestly don't remember.
I could've sworn I saw her use it at least once.
It's a nice toaster.
You want it?
Nah, I got one at home.
[Katie] What don't you like about yourself?
I didn't think that I was hooking up with a therapist.
But generally I like myself.
But what don't you like?
People seem to think that I don't care.
I don't know.
I've been hurt before.
And if you act like life doesn't phase you,
then it could be easier that way.
I knew you weren't as boring as you led on.
Oh, you thought I was boring, huh?
[Katie laughs]
Well, I mean, you were super hot,
so I was gonna fuck you anyway,
but, uh, I wasn't buying this whole charming, tough guy act.
Well, at least you found me charming.
Oh.
A little.
I can't do this for all this stuff.
It'll take forever.
[phone buzzing]
[sighs]
You okay?
Maybe we should invite some friends over instead
and they can pick out what they want
and, um, we can hire a mover, donate the rest.
Okay.
[sighs]
[foil rustling]
Ha! I foiled your plans.
[scoffs]
-What are you doing? -I'm having fun.
You should try it sometime.
-I'm very fun. -Oh, "I'm very fun."
Fine.
I got just the thing.
-[water splashing] -[gasps]
What the fuck are you doing?
Why did you do that?
You put foil on my head, I poured water on yours.
-See, I'm fun. -My foil came with a pun,
where's your fucking pun?
-I didn't know I needed a pun. -Of course you need a pun.
Uh, I make you very wet.
-[sighs] -Come on.
I thought it was funny.
[gentle music]
[Katie moaning]
[Gavin sighs]
That was great.
I want more.
You know that's not really how dicks work, right?
[Katie laughs]
No, I mean, I want more of you in general.
Where do you see this going?
I don't know.
I mean, I try not to overthink things
so I'd prefer if we just went with the flow.
You know, see where it goes.
Yeah.
And I think the flow has been pushing us somewhere, don't you?
Okay.
It's just been going really well.
The best relationship in my life.
Katie.
This isn't a relationship.
Okay.
Why can't it be?
I mean, I like you, you seem to like me.
Yeah, no, I like you,
it's just that I got out of a long-ass relationship.
I-- being committed is--
it's just not really an option for me right now, okay?
[sighs]
Look, I'm sorry if you got the wrong idea.
Why aren't we exclusive?
I just told you I don't want a commitment.
-Oh, but you'll fuck me? -Well, yeah.
You said you were down to.
Sorry.
What can I do?
Nothing.
You can't do anything right now.
I just don't want a commitment.
At least not right now.
Maybe someday.
I want you to move in with me.
Are you crazy?
No. No. I'm not crazy.
-Don't call me fucking crazy. -[scoffs]
Look.
I'm sorry...
but I have to go.
Wait, can't we just talk about this?
Listen, this has been fun.
I just don't know if it's the best thing for me right now.
We can have sex again.
I'll make food, just stay.
I'll call you.
Thanks.
[door closes]
[sighs]
He said he would call. Why hasn't he called?
He said he needed time.
Yeah, well how much time does he need?
It's fine, I'm sure he'll come around at some point.
[laughs sarcastically]
Okay, we need a game plan.
Oh, God, I don't know.
I don't wanna make it worse.
Why don't you invite him over for dinner.
-But what if-- -Just trust me.
I'll talk you through everything on the phone.
Could you be there at dinner?
I mean, you're good with people.
Fine.
Just call him and invite him over.
I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable.
That's fine.
We all make mistakes, right?
Okay, well, I wouldn't call it a mistake.
It's not you. She's like this with everyone
and I just have to convince her to reel it back in.
Yeah, I'm just gonna hit the bathroom.
[chair creaks]
[gentle music]
It's okay. It's going to be okay.
You're fun and you're sexy and nothing's gonna go wrong.
Everything will be fine.
[Katie] You're fun.
You're sexy.
Nothing will go wrong, everything will be fine.
Nothing's gonna go wrong.
Everything will be fine.
-[fridge door thuds] -Hey.
No, Katie. Katie.
Katie.
No, no, no.
Katie.
[Gavin moans]
[Gavin] Katie.
[Maya] Yeah, I think I'm gonna go.
[Katie] Okay, I'll call you.
[door closes]
Well, she's gone now.
[Gavin moans]
[cap rattles]
[Maya] Could you have waited until I left?
-Oh, I wish you would've left earlier. -Ugh.
He has a girlfriend who would do anything for him and to him.
And you think suddenly
that's gonna make him wanna commit?
You know what happens when you rush into things?
It's like that time you had sex with that guy
right after his brother's funeral.
Well, I-- that-- that's not fair, he wanted to.
He was grieving and you took advantage of that.
No, he was an adult who made an adult decision.
Besides, it's totally normal.
I read an article that says that people have sex
at the funerals like all the time.
An article? From where?
[birds chirping]
-I can't remember. -[laughs]
But it doesn't matter, it totally makes sense.
I mean, it's a reminder that life is temporary
and he just wanted to live a little.
I don't see what's wrong with that.
[gentle music]
[no audible dialog]
What does that look like to you?
-A big rock. -Yes.
But it's not a big rock,
it's a giant ancient, petrified trees stump.
[Gavin laughs]
-No. -Hear me out.
If you look at it up close and that's the same texture
as petrified wood.
-You're not gonna convince me on this. -Yes, yes I will.
We found giant stuff in the past, like plants and animals.
Like the dinosaurs, they were fricking huge,
but you don't see dinosaurs roaming the Earth anymore.
Why?
Gravity is different now.
You realize you're not making any sense, right?
[upbeat music]
So be honest with me?
How am I doing?
It was a rocky start...
but we're good now.
Sorry about before.
You needed space and I should have given you some.
You're doing fine.
I still want that, you know.
I want you to move in with me.
Well, let's discuss it.
[upbeat music]
So my lease is up and my roommates don't wanna renew it.
So you can move in here.
Okay. But here's the thing,
I don't want my name on the lease.
Okay, let's compromise.
Sure.
You don't put your name on the lease,
but you sign a contract to me
that you'll stay for at least a year.
That's just a lease to you.
Well, I don't want you to up and leave
the second things get a little difficult.
I won't.
Ten months.
Six months and then month to month after that.
You promise you won't bail on me?
I promise, I'll try.
[music continues]
Welcome home.
[Gavin laughs]
[birds chirping]
Anything else you gotta bring in?
Nope, that's the last of it.
I have a surprise for you.
Ooh, what surprise?
Wait right here, close your eyes.
I'll be right back.
Okay, open up.
Oh.
It's a plant baby.
Okay.
You don't like it?
No, I just never seen someone so excited
about a plant before.
It's a plant baby. Isn't it cute?
Sure.
Well, you're no fun.
Did you get everything you wanted?
I think so.
I am so sorry about what happened.
It's horrible.
Katie was such a nice girl.
Yeah.
If you ever need anything, I mean anything,
just let me know. I'm here for you.
Well, we got a lot more packing to do
so we should probably get to it.
All right.
Well, it was so great to see you. Call me any time.
Uh, yeah, thank you.
-Have a good rest of your day. -You too.
[pats back]
[door closes]
[chuckles] She's so full of shit.
When they worked together, Becca would always make fun of Katie's outfits.
And now she'll be wearing her clothes.
"Katie was such a nice girl."
Katie did not get along with her.
I can see that.
Oh, God, why are people so fake?
I wish I knew.
After the dean gave us the financial documents,
it took us like two days to make sense of them.
The guy can't write in English.
If it wasn't for the killer benefits, you know I'd be gone.
Well, at least you get good benefits.
Don't you?
Do you think being a personal assistant
comes with benefits.
[chuckles]
It's okay.
We'll just have to get married soon
so I can take advantage of those benefits too.
It's no big deal.
I'm healthy so it's all good.
[water splashing]
Not there.
Okay.
Have you ever done dishes before?
You didn't put the clean ones away.
-I thought they were dirty. -Well, they're not.
[dishes tinkling]
Glasses don't go there.
Where do they go?
[water splashing]
You know what, Gavin? Fine.
I'll just do the dishes myself.
Fine.
[water sloshing]
[sighs]
I always thought they were so weird.
I never asked her about 'em.
I kinda wish I did.
[sighs]
I haven't seen that in awhile.
Oh.
She wasn't a bad player.
Couldn't say the same about her singing.
Yeah.
She taught me how to play.
I wish it was under less embarrassing circumstances.
Do tell.
Well, I had this date and I really wanted to impress her.
So Katie came up with this elaborate plan.
So I told the girl that I had a surprise for her.
And we went and sat under this big, beautiful tree.
And I pulled out the guitar.
And right as I started to strum, music began playing.
She smiled so I just kinda went along with it.
Katie had recorded it the night before and she was playing it
on these little speakers that she bought.
-That's awesome. -Yeah, it was.
[strums strings]
You look sexy.
Yeah, some friends invited me to go out for drinks.
You should come. They've been asking about you.
No, I think I'll stay in.
Suit yourself.
Why can't we have just one night together?
What are you talking about?
[Gavin] Oh, my God.
Stop it.
What are you doing?
Will you be honest with me about something?
About what?
Are you cheating on me?
No, I wouldn't do that.
-Just tell me the truth. -I just did, okay?
Now I'm gonna go.
Wait.
See you tonight.
[door thuds]
[tense music]
[Maya] Did he tell you he was sleeping with anyone?
No, I told him to tell the truth.
Well, he's probably not cheating on you.
You're fine.
No, I'm not fine.
Why can't you just listen to me?
You're supposed to be my friend.
I am your friend.
Do you want me to come over?
No, I'm fine.
Are you sure?
[door squeaks]
[gentle music]
Katie.
[music continues]
-What the fuck are you doing? -I'm sorry.
Do you have any more of these?
[music continues]
[Katie] Gavin.
I didn't want you to see that.
Do not pull that shit again.
Do you understand?
Do you fucking understand?
I've seen this before and it does not end well.
So if I'm gonna stay in this house,
you're not gonna do that again.
You got it?
I'm sorry.
Are you hiding another knife?
You promise me you're not hiding anything else?
I swear.
Please don't be mad at me.
You swear?
[music continues]
[glass clinking]
Katie, hello?
♪ I made this breakfast Just for you ♪
♪ I hope you like it ♪
♪ Yes I do ♪
What's going on?
I made you breakfast and I'm singing you a song.
So last night you went from--
Everything's fine, just relax.
It's not fine.
Tell me what the hell is going on.
Sit down and I will.
[sighs]
♪ While you were sleeping I was awake ♪
♪ I was searching How to bake ♪
♪ And when I finished ♪
♪ I looked up mental Health professionals ♪
♪ I have an Appointment at 2:15 ♪
♪ So won't you just Please love me? ♪
That's it.
2:15 today?
Well, technically it's on Friday,
but that would have messed up the rhythm.
Okay.
Thank you.
I'm glad you're getting help.
[Maya] That's the last of the towels.
Don't know why she needed 40 towels, but...
Have you ever been to a therapist?
My mom sent me to see someone when I came out.
Did it help?
It was more for her than for me.
I just did it to keep her from flipping out.
But it was the first time I really talked to someone
about it without feeling judged.
I wasn't judging you.
I'm sorry.
I don't care that you're gay.
I like guys too.
Your fragile masculinity has nothing to worry about.
Okay, I'll make sure it knows.
Now help me pack these dishes.
Thanks for your help.
No problem.
So how long have you two guys been together?
Oh, we're not a couple.
It's our friends stuff.
Smart move.
I've been married for about 23 years
and 20 of them have been hell.
Two months ago I found out my wife was cheating on me
with the mailman.
Seriously?
How many times have you heard that story?
Oof. Sounds rough.
It is.
It turns out the mailman looks like a sunburned troll.
Not that I would have known anything about the affair beforehand though,
because like who even knows their mailman?
Well, I think that's about everything.
You guys need anything else?
Nope, we're good. Thank you.
Awesome. All right, well have a great rest of your day
and remember love is overrated.
[Gavin] Okay, we will.
[car door closes]
-[car engine starts] -Did that just happen?
[laughs]
Wow.
I owe you an apology.
[laughs]
That's fine, I was just messing with you earlier.
Oh, not that.
I'm sorry about what happened.
You don't need to apologize.
It wasn't your fault.
Well, that's the thing.
I was an asshole.
When she needed me, I failed her.
-You couldn't have stopped her. -Maybe I could have.
You're not responsible for her choices.
But I am for mine.
I just wish--
I wish I'd been better.
I didn't handle things well.
Neither did I.
Are you okay?
Nothing's working.
I've tried therapy...
and I've tried drugs and I still feel like shit.
I want to help you.
Fuck.
I know.
I know you do, but shit, Gavin, I'm beyond help.
No you're not.
Why are you with me?
Seriously.
What do you get out of this?
I'm not nice, I'm not pleasant,
I'm ruining your fucking life.
You're my girlfriend.
And I love you.
You know, and you're not-- you're not ruining my life.
You're one of the best parts of my life, so...
Just promise me that you won't leave me
because I need you so much.
I'm not planning on leaving.
I've been here for over six months, haven't I?
Then fucking promise.
Look, I'm not trying to hurt you.
But you said you love me.
And I do.
Well if you loved me, you would promise.
Please.
I don't like making those types of promises.
[Maya] Did you ever feel like you were replaceable to Katie?
I don't know, maybe sometimes.
I could never tell if she actually liked me.
I mean, she was always happy to see me,
but she was so lonely.
Did it matter that it was me or could it have been anyone?
You were a good friend to her.
-[gentle music] -[sighs]
I don't know how to tell you this.
Katie called me after you guys got in a fight.
Like always.
And you know how she is when she's by herself.
she really thought you weren't coming back.
So I thought I'd try to do something nice.
[music continues]
-Here. -I'm good.
-Eat it. -Okay.
[chuckles] This shit is delicious.
Oh, hold on, I found some cookie dough.
Mm, nom, nom, nom.
-[laughs] -No, it's so good. Oh.
[giggles]
Um...
well, that shouldn't happen.
You've got a boyfriend.
Well, I don't mean like anything serious.
Let's just have a little fun.
I'm just not really feeling it.
What's wrong with me?
Nothing's wrong with you?
Okay, then.
Katie, what the fuck? I just told you no.
Fine.
[gentle music]
Listen, I care about you.
You should go.
[music continues]
You're not responsible for her actions.
I don't know, maybe I gave her a signal or something
I didn't mean to.
Don't blame yourself.
[Gavin] She didn't get what she wanted from me.
Please pick up.
[Gavin] She would always think I was angry.
I never knew what she would do.
And then that time I came home, I found the note.
[music continues]
[Katie] I'm sorry.
Katie. Katie!
Baby, no.
Stay with me, all right?
Listen to my voice, okay?
[operator] 911, what is your emergency?
Hi, yes, my girlfriend, she's-- she's overdosing right now.
She took a bunch of pills and she won't wake up.
Okay. Can you tell me if she's breathing right now?
-Yeah. -Okay, an ambulance is coming.
Okay, okay, please hurry.
I can't wake her up.
Don't worry, you're doing great.
What we need you to do,
is see if she reacts to your voice.
-Okay, I'll try. -Call her name.
Come on, Katie.
See if she responds.
An ambulance is on its way.
[ambulance alarm wailing]
[wailing stops]
Sure you don't need anything else?
No, I'm okay. Thank you.
All right.
Well, call if you need anything.
Got it?
Okay, I will.
[Gavin sighs]
You guys don't need to treat me differently now.
I'm okay.
Okay.
I'm serious.
We're worried about you.
Well, there's nothing to be worried about.
[sighs]
Just be normal.
Okay, that's all I want is to go back to normal.
Why'd you do it?
All right, I'm sorry. You don't have to answer that.
I'm sure you're still processing.
No, it's okay.
I just...
I wish I had an answer for you.
But I don't.
I love you.
A lot.
So please, please don't ever do that again.
I'll try.
Okay.
I'm trying.
Okay.
That's all I could ask for.
I'm glad you're back.
Yeah, me too.
[birds chirping]
[plates clatter]
I was trying to make oatmeal. Can't even do that right.
Go back to bed, I'll clean it up.
No, I got it.
No.
I got it.
You wanna do something today?
What do you mean?
It's Saturday.
Thought maybe we could do something fun.
Maybe.
The plant's not a baby anymore.
Doesn't look like it.
You know, I've been at this a long time.
At what?
I don't like being this way.
You know that, right?
It's not fun to be like this.
Feeling out of control.
I'm sorry you have to put up with it.
I know, Katie.
I know.
[strumming guitar]
You okay?
[strumming]
You ever play?
Not very well.
Play me something.
Can we do this later?
Come on, it'll be fun.
[strumming]
It's a good start. Can I show you some?
Sure.
Put one figure there.
One finger there and lift the other ones up.
And strum.
[strums]
See?
Then if you move this guy over, perfect.
-[strums] -G.
Can I try something?
Yeah.
[strumming]
[Gavin humming]
[tense music]
I love you.
[Katie] You okay in there?
Yeah.
[Katie] You been in there a while.
Constipated.
[Katie] Do you want a laxident?
No thank you.
[Katie] Do you wanna watch a movie later?
Not tonight.
I'm a little tired.
[Katie] Okay.
Maybe tomorrow?
Maybe.
[music continues]
[Maya] Is Katie okay? She's okay, right?
Yeah, she's fine. She's-- she's asleep.
Good, she's been scaring me.
Yeah, yeah, me too.
I'm not sure how much more I can take of this.
What do you mean?
You know what I mean.
She's not stable and I'm starting not to be either.
She just tried to kill herself.
Yeah, well, what if she tries again?
I don't want to-- I can't see that again.
I can barely sleep at night.
I can't think straight.
She's going through a rough patch.
Things will get better, I promise.
I can't keep acting like everything's normal.
I'll help however I can.
[crickets chirping]
[sighs]
We have to talk about something.
Okay.
I have to go back to Connecticut for awhile.
What? Why?
My buddy called me and he's not doing very well.
He lost his job
and he really needs me right now.
-Who is this guy? -His name is Kyle.
We've been friends since high school.
And he doesn't have any other friends?
No.
It'll be all right. You and me will hang out while he's gone.
Fine, I'll come with you.
That's not a good idea.
I don't know what I'm gonna do.
I-- afraid, Gavin.
He's my friend and he needs me.
What's the problem?
You haven't been around that much lately.
And I've really needed you.
And you're not allowed to ignore me while you're here
when you know what I'm going through
and then just up and leave. You're not allowed.
I'm not just yours, Katie. Okay?
You can't go.
[gentle music]
[scoffs]
[car door opens]
So that's it? You're just gonna up and leave?
[door slams]
[engine starts]
I don't know why he's being so weird.
He says he doesn't have time to call so I text.
I mean, guys are weird sometimes.
I wouldn't worry too much about it.
Can you be honest with me about something?
Do you know what's going on with him?
No, I don't, but I'm sure he's fine.
I just hope he's not fucking some girl.
Can you stop making a big deal about this?
Fuck it, I'm calling him.
[gentle music]
[line ringing]
[beeps]
Do you think the mover's mailman
actually looked like a sunburned troll?
[both laugh]
No way. My guess, he was a stud.
[Maya laughs]
It must have sucked to find out though.
She was probably keeping that secret for a long time.
Yeah, can't say I blame her.
Did I ever tell you about Kyle?
I thought you just made him up?
That would have been easier, wouldn't it?
Kyle and I were friends in high school.
And we were close, kinda like you and Katie.
But Kyle had his own issues.
One day he told me that he would punch his arms so hard
they would bruise.
He showed me them.
Almost like he was proud.
Freaked me out.
I didn't think that I could do anything about it.
You know, so time went on, things got worse and...
And one day when we were seniors...
he tried killing himself.
I didn't even go and visit him in the hospital.
So when shit hit the fan, I wasn't there.
He saw who his true friends were,
and I wasn't one of them.
[gentle music]
I haven't seen him ever since.
He called me the other day.
Left a message. I didn't pick up.
Said he wanted to reconnect.
Do you?
I think I do.
[music continues]
[sighs]
[knocking]
[door squeaks]
I thought you were in Connecticut.
Uh, look...
I'm sorry, but I-- I never went back.
So Kyle, that whole thing, you lied to me?
I can't do this anymore.
So you lie to me
and then you just break up with me just like that?
Yeah, that's not the way I wanted it to go,
but it is, yeah.
I'm better.
Gavin, I'm better. I'm taking medications.
You said the pills weren't working.
They're working.
They're working great. I'm a new person.
I'm ready to be a new person. Just give me another chance.
We can't fix this.
This has been way too much.
We were good together and I love you
and you love me and I want that.
I mean, doesn't everybody fucking want that?
Yeah, I did.
[gentle music]
I'm sorry.
Believe me, I want you to be okay.
You can make me okay.
No, I can't.
I never could.
[music continues]
[Maya] Hey, it's Maya.
-Can't pick up the phone right now. -[beeps]
[sobbing] Hey, it's me.
I'm sorry, but I need you right now
and it's really important so please go come by.
[sobbing]
[knocking at door]
[door squeaks]
Is everything okay?
[door closes]
You said it was urgent.
Yeah.
Well, is it?
What's going on?
I wanna kill myself.
[sighs] Katie, please not again.
You think that this is a game
and you have no idea what it actually feels like.
-Katie, I know that you've had a difficult-- -No you don't.
You don't know shit and don't pretend like you understand.
I really want to help.
Katie, I want to help. I do.
It's the number for a facility.
I've done a lot of research and they seem solid.
I really think that they could help you, Katie.
No, no, no, no, no, no.
I'm not crazy.
Do not treat me like I'm crazy.
I am not saying that you're crazy.
I'm saying that you need help.
Well maybe I wouldn't need help if I had better friends.
[chuckles]
I'm a great friend.
Gavin told me that Connecticut was a lie.
[sighs]
How many people do you think
would put up with your shit, Katie?
How many people are here for you right now? Huh?
No one.
Because you have burned every bridge in your life except me
because I'm a loyal friend.
I have been there for you for years
and you keep treating me like shit.
Get out of my house.
Fine, but if I go, I'm not coming back.
Good.
Good bye, Katie.
[door squeaks]
[door slams]
[gentle music]
-[phone ringing] -[no audible dialog]
[Maya] Hey, it's Maya. Can't pick up the phone right now.
[music continues]
[no audible dialog]
[phone ringing]
[phone beeps]
[recording] We're sorry, you have reached a number
that has been disconnected or is no longer in service.
If you feel you have reached this recording in error,
please check the number and try again.
[tense music]
[music stops]
[gentle music]
What are we doing?
If you don't wanna do this, that's okay.
No, I want to do this.
But this is her house.
Her fucking room.
I know.
[music continues]
[breathing heavily]
[crickets chirping]
Was this a mistake?
If it was, it's on me.
No, I chose to just like you did.
I saw you guys.
I mean, I had my assumptions,
but what was it actually like?
-Sure you have a pretty good idea. -[chuckles]
It was difficult.
I feel bad for saying that, but, yeah.
But what about you? I mean, you guys were friends for over a decade.
How was that?
[Maya] I liked her.
For the most part she was there for me.
[no audible dialog]
-You okay? -Yeah.
It's just...
she really needed me.
And how can you be there for someone that you love
when they need something that you can't give them?
I don't know.
I don't think we really can know.
Yeah.
You're probably right.
[gentle serene music]
[music continues]
I miss her.
Yeah, I miss her too.
[music continues]