What do you want?
What the fuck are you doing here?
You cut yourself?
Sometimes.
Why?
I like to see the cut heal,
all by itself.
I can't explain how it makes me feel.
Invincible?
Right.
I'm going back to sleep, good night.
And that's three.
What's your bet I'll beat my record today?
Who's shooting?
Let's go!
Go!
Run!
Go!
Faster, Martina!
Martina, faster!
-See the trapper, already got friends. -Yeah, she picked the best.
Hello, Ma'am.
-How's the baby? -Fine.
She's so pretty!
Sometimes, when you're busy, I could watch her.
You may not think so, but I'm great with kids.
I'll keep it in mind. Bye.
Why are you in here?
-Why not mind your fucking business? -Wish we could!
No fucking business here. They didn't tell you?
Who knows?
Maybe she's a pussy fan.
Is that it?
Don't touch me, I can't stand it.
Leave her alone, Rosa!
Know why this nutcase is in here?
She killed her best friend.
At least killing was her own idea.
Not like you camorristi.
You kill because you're told to.
And not even.
She talks a lot, but still hasn't repaid her brother's death.
What's keeping you?
Wash your mouth before you talk about my brother.
Rosa, forget that bitch.
Behave, girls.
Rec's over, let's go.
Girls, c'mon!
Move along.
-Kubra, where are you going? -Just a second!
It's okay.
I'd like to see my mother again, will you tell her?
I know it didn't go very well last time…
but she's still my mother.
Help me out?
Sure.
Hey, gorgeous!
He's out for pussy.
When did you ever see pussy!
Your ma's when you were born, max!
You're no lady-killer like your brother.
-Guys. -Hi, Edoardo!
What's wrong?
I can't stand that rat.
You're right, me neither.
But Don Salvatore said to wait.
More they say not to do somethin', more I want to.
Let's go, I get it.
I'm fed up sleeping on the beach.
Who gave you that?
Answer me!
The best friend in the world.
"My mother keeps adding to my account, I have no use for it.
It's much more useful to you two.
You'd never have accepted,
that's why I left without a goodbye.
Nad, you keep it, Filippo's a spendthrift.
Take care of my friend,
he's only good for playing piano.
Luckily he found the right girl
or who knows how he'd have ended up!
It was wonderful to see you both again.
I'll think of you, free to live your lives and love one another,
making me feel freer too, behind bars.
My friends, love each other, without limits,
without shame…
your happiness will be mine too.
I love you both.
Sheep."
D.O!
Mimmo?
I have to talk to you.
What is it?
What happened between you and Edoardo?
-Nothing happened. -Why did you fight?
Stupid stuff.
You like playin' adult games:
feuds, vendettas…
all that crap.
But you two are on different sides now, right?
I'm on no side.
Not even the Di Salvos?
No.
But on Louse's side, yes.
You were really upset yesterday.
So? He was my age, it's normal.
It's not like you were pals.
You hugged his father like you were close family.
Get to the point, got somethin' to say?
-No. -Then, with your permission…
What's all this?
Has something happened?
No.
I was noting your great confidence with the inmates.
You seemed like friends.
I don't get it…
you're here to give me lessons?
Absolutely not!
Great.
On we go!
I can't stand her! She acts like a fuckin' schoolmarm.
You mean Sofia, I imagine.
Yes.
Here we are…
I talked to Mimmo.
He didn't admit it but I'm sure he's now with the Di Salvos.
What makes you think so?
The fight between Edoardo and Mimmo.
Maybe he told Wanda Di Salvo
Carmine, not Eduardo, was in the truck.
Maybe.
But I don't understand…
why Mimmo was so moved at Gaetano's funeral.
He hardly knew him.
Think he's involved with his death?
I don't know.
It's also true Gaetano was loyal to Eduardo.
But he'd changed recently.
Poor Gaetano!
If he'd stayed in jail, maybe…
Life's a look out the window.
But these kids barely get to see a little sun.
And it's the same for us.
Aren't we wasting something nice?
Can we talk some other time?
Okay.
Beppe, Valentina Colosimo is finally here!
-A pleasure. -Beppe, our educator.
Her brother and I were classmates, I've known her since she was this high.
-They say you're highly regarded. -The best!
-What do you know? -It's what they say.
-Come meet the guys. -Why be so modest?
Cardigo?
This is Valentina Colosimo, today she's holding a…
-Hear me? -No.
Take this off!
Let's start over… Valentina Colosimo, today she's holding a music lesson.
She's a music producer.
I like your songs, they're great, but it's time for something new.
We can do it together.
-Now? -Now.
No, but let's say I accepted.
Let's say I accepted… Excuse us.
You're an idiot, you gotta react!
They say you have talent, where is it?
The last drop of talent left with Gemma.
I don't think so.
I've written just two ditties, shit ones.
I'm not a real singer.
Got it? I'm nothin'.
Go talk to her.
They say she's good.
Go.
-You're Crazy-J? -So?
I'd like to do something with you.
I'll leave my number, when you get out, we can meet.
Figure about twenty years.
If I get extenuating circumstances.
What did you do?
Something really, really bad.
Sure you want to know?
You, with this beautiful hair,
I bet even one drop of blood scares you.
Right?
Valentina, come with me, I'll show you the rest.
What the fuck's with you?
Quiet!
Take your muddy shoes off, it pisses my mother.
Let's go to my room.
Viola?
Come here.
Sit down.
In your place.
Martina, sit right there.
I swear if you don't cut the Martina crap,
I'll strangle you.
What is it, Mama?
Fifty euro each and not even plucked.
You'll do it.
What's not right with you?
Listen,
find a real friend, play with dolls
like all little girls.
-Dolls bore me. -The point isn't dolls!
Honey,
the point is you play all day with a fucking imaginary friend.
I can't take it, I'm so tired.
I'm tired.
Your father comes back tonight.
Be prepared.
Crazy
Don't touch me I'm not your lady
You know I'm fixed on cash
With the gang I walk with problems
And the others stay behind so you are
Crazy-J, homemade, your type
Loch Ness, no stress, honey, honest
Work in progress, no problems
When you run it's useless askin'
Enter in Ferrari, but you go out walkin' friends on the streets taskin'
He calls me Mommy but he's not my son
If the cops get you you're a snitch for fun
Dreaming only cash in my sack
I snap but no flash and never say thank you…
Isn't it faster to say all that in person?
No.
I'm afraid, when I see her, it'll end up like before.
I have to ponder what I want to say.
What do you call one who holds things inside?
One who holds things inside.
An introvert.
My mother says I'm like that.
-Don't talk bullshit! -It's true.
Maybe because men let me down, I always keep my feelings inside.
-You pull out the rest in a big way! -Scram, squirt!
Great, guys!
-What is it? -Nothing.
It reminds me of a song I heard as a child.
D.O!
Come in.
Seeing the three of you together would have been nice.
You, Pino
and your friend.
I don't understand.
Don't worry.
I know why you didn't tell me.
Those two together are a real sight.
You followed me?
Why didn't you do anything?
I'm getting old!
When I saw you all so carefree…
I didn't have the heart to intervene.
Thank you.
Now you owe me!
So, I can ask you a favor.
Anything you want.
What do you want?
A new cellmate.
-They didn't tell you? -No.
What is it?
How was Gaetano's funeral?
How it should have been.
Like the funeral of an 18-year-old.
-And his parents? -Oh, fuck off!
D.O. bugged me too! Knock it off!
What's to look at?
I understand you.
No.
Yes.
I slit a kid's throat.
What are you saying?
I did it to defend Nina
but I killed him anyway.
And with him, his mother too,
inside.
I think about it all the time
before I go to sleep.
Why are you telling me this?
Did you kill Gaetano?
-Record time. -A professional!
Modestly…
I can also accompany you home and order pizza, like no one can make.
We've already talked about it.
I miss you.
Your wife came to talk to me.
Things still aren't clear between you.
What did she say?
Doesn't matter.
What's important is it's still very complicated.
I need serenity.
Especially with the reprimand from the Ministry.
I don't know how you can be so rational.
To give up, like it was nothing, what was between…
Not like it was nothing.
You can't imagine the effort it takes.
-Hello. -Directress.
Remember the songs you had me listen to as a child?
There's a Nigerian boy here who sang one today.
It opened a world of memories.
Like the first day of school.
I'd waited so much, instead it was terrible.
They called me monkey, Negro,
they squashed a rotten banana in my hair.
Remember?
How I wanted a father to defend me!
But you dealt with it that time.
I didn't want to go to school anymore.
You walked me there and, along the way, you bought a bunch of bananas.
Holding my hand, you came into class and gave everyone a good banana.
"I'll save you from buying them" is what you said.
Then we ate one together with the teacher.
You won them all over and they never bothered me again.
I was so proud of you that day!
You taught me it's the bad people who make us better,
who show us what we really want.
A boy I met here has helped me see what I want now.
His name is Pino. They call him The Psycho.
But I think he's far-seeing.
He helped me accept that I need you, Mom.
I want to find you again despite what happened between us.
I want us to have a second chance.
I love you.
Kubra, your daughter.
In one milliliter of blood
there are 400 thousand platelets.
Imagine all these activating for me,
to heal my wounds.
My small army on the march.
And you?
You don't have cuts?
You didn't make these yourself.
Viola, wake up.
What time is it?
-Not even six. -Six?
Why are you awake?
I'm watching the dawn.
Do you like it?
Well…
Let's say I prefer sunset.
At least I don't have to wake up at night.
I never went to sleep.
Yeah, I heard you wake up all the time.
What should I do?
Talk to the D.O.
I don't think your mother would like that.
Still thinkin' about my mother?
I gotta explain how it works?
As long as you're useful, it's fine.
Then they get rid of you.
You know I can't do it.
-I'd risk another conviction. -That again?
But you'd get back the years you lose
in sleep, in life, in light.
I didn't want to kill him.
How did I know his gun was unloaded?
I shot just to defend myself.
Know what he said before he died?
"Leave this shit life".
Then do like he said.
If not for you, for him.
Change your life.
I'm going back to sleep.
Get off me, I won't to listen you!
-Beppe, hi. -Hi, Kubra.
-Have you contacted my mother? -Not yet.
Give her this letter?
I want her to read it before I meet her.
Don't open it!
-She's dollin' her with lipstick, look. -Still a cesspit.
Where do you think you're going?
Out with friends?
You have no friends.
The school called me today too.
You're in trouble again.
Which is?
You locked a classmate in the chemistry lab.
That…
But I got B in Math.
You're not going out.
-Why? -Because you're being punished.
Think you can stop me?
No, but Papa will punish you.
He's back tonight.
What are you doing?
Cut it out!
I don't give a fuck if Dad punishes me tonight or tomorrow
or a week from now!
That belt has no effect anymore.
Actually, I can't wait.
You're crazy, I should have taken you to a psychiatrist as a child.
Why didn't you?
Because I curse the day you were born.
What?
Aren't you proud of the girl you gave birth to?
Look at me.
But you, by now…
are old and ugly.
Silvia?
I have a huge problem!
I'm gay, only you can help me.
Cut the bullshit!
Pino, I finished the letter!
C'mon, let's go.
I'm going!
Thank you.
-What's that mean? -Nothing.
I had her listen to a song of ours.
What song of ours!
You're wooin' him?
Fuck off, I'm too sleepy to beat you up.
Already forgot who killed your brother?
You're askin' to be beat up!
What the fuck? Let go of her!
Let go of her!
Don't you dare!
What fuckin' side are you on?
There are sides here?
Yeah.
You're with me or against me.
Against me isn't smart.
Those two will kill each other sooner or later.
-See the directress. -That's what I'm about to do.
Where's this guy going?
He wants to talk to Massimo.
What's to say to the D. O.?
My business.
Bein' mysterious!
Listen, Gennaro,
they took 50 euro from your salary too?
-Yeah, a tax adjustment. -It was for shoes!
I have a light bill, my daughter's on the Internet all night,
but I know where her savings are and one day I'll take them.
You'd never do that!
-That's Mimmo's savings! -But I need it!
Is that a thing to do?
Hey! C'mon, move!
Never mind, it's not important.
Some other time, I'll go back to breakfast.
-Where's he going? -They're all nitwits!
Where are you going?
Want an orange? He doesn't.
I couldn't do it.
Why?
I can't.
It was an accident, if I confess, I screw my life.
I already told you,
you screw your life if you don't confess.
The accident, as you call it, won't let you sleep.
Think it's easy?
I risk losing everything.
I risk going back to square one.
Square one?
When Nina died,
I didn't care about anybody.
I wanted to slit the throats of everyone in here.
Then I remembered there was Dude,
Pino The Psycho, Gianni Cardigotrap.
I started over from zero.
You should too.
You're right.
But I'm not like you.
My name's not Carmine Di Salvo.
My life's different.
When I was a kid, my father would steal my savings.
See how I grew up?
I did just one good thing in life:
I got protection from your mother
and I want to hold on tight.
Remember the songs you had me listen to when I was a child?
There's a Nigerian boy here who sang one today.
It opened a world of memories.
Like the first day of school,
I'd waited so much, instead it was terrible.
They called me monkey, Negro,
they squashed a rotten banana in my hair.
Remember?
How I wanted a father to defend me!
I want to find you again, despite what happened between us.
I want us to have a second chance.
I love you.
Kubra, your daughter.
How nice!
We're alone.
You know I'm a little sorry Ciro's dead?
Just think,
maybe we'd have married and had Christmases all together.
What is it? You're in love with me?
A little.
Too bad you're now with Carmine… or not?
If you don't stop it, I'll eat you alive.
You whore!
What did you think? Come here!
What's going on? Guards!
You're bustin' my balls!
Yes?
-May I? -Come in.
Today she doesn't want to sleep!
She's so pretty!
Sorry, but this has to end.
They were killing each other.
The agent had warned these two had to be watched…
Could you lower your voice?
Plus bringing a baby to the JDC is unqualifiable!
-How dare you? -You and I have to talk.
I think so too.
Maybe you're unaware a judge has entrusted me with the child.
Moreover, you evidently don't know to keep two girls apart,
shower separately and all the rest, requires a court order.
To surveil them as well?
Trouble is, nothing works here.
-This place is a shambles. -Know what the trouble is?
We're fucking fed up!
Tell me, what's your job?
The point isn't my job, but yours.
I've said what I had to, now do as you like.
I don't like that woman.
Me neither.
-I'm goin'. -Going? Where?
I won't stay here with her, I can't stand her!
-Stay here. -Let go of me.
Stay here.
-Viola, what are you doing? -Maddalena, calm down.
I've held her a thousand times, the directress knows.
What's got into you?
Don't worry!
Children know I'm pure like them.
Hold her in your arms.
She's Carmine's daughter.
Give her to me.
It's so nice having a human being in your power.
I don't see why you're so revolted by her
since you'll be her mommy.
Fuck you!
Stop that!
Damn it, stop!
How are you?
Are you all right?
Away from the window!
I have to talk to Kubra.
-Have you heard from my mother? -Not yet.
Actually, I wanted to tell you something.
Well…
-How about a walk? -Okay.
-Well… -What's the matter?
-Nothing. -You're so agitated.
-Is it something bad? -No, not at all!
No, I'd say that…
What's that looney doin'?
Viola!
Don't do it!
Massimo, stop!
Stop!
What the fuck? You outta your mind?
Rosa, calm down!
Rosa…
what do I do with the daughter of the man who killed your brother?
Well?
We want revenge for Ciro, or not?
Stop this, Viola!
Listen to me.
I know you'd never hurt that baby.
Look at her.
-You can't help feeling for her. -You say?
People always said I felt no emotion.
It's not true, I know that.
I stopped feeling emotion at 10
so not to feel what my father inflicted.
Not all parents are like yours.
There are many people to love you.
Give her to me!
If I'd had a mother like you maybe I wouldn't be like this.
I'm here for you.
Get down from there!
Come down from that ledge.
C'mon please!
You crazy bitch, leave that baby!
No, Viola…
-No! -Viola!
Put Futura down!
Please!
Don't let go of her!
Pull!
Martina!
Carmine, she's alive!
She's fine!
Subtitle translation by: Charlotte Lantery